Jim had no desire to create a sensation among his friends at the old
red house; but as he left the pine grove all his instincts led him to
flee in another direction. He did not fully realize just what had
happened to him, but he was conscious of having received a very hard
jolt, indeed. The house, full of happy associations as it was, was
just now too tantalizing a place. Aleck had won out, and he and
Melanie were radiating that peculiar kind of lover's joy which shines
on the eve of matrimony. Jim wished them well--none better--but he
also wished they wouldn't make such a fuss over these things. Get it
done and out of the way, and the less said about it the better. In
fact, Jim's buoyant and sunny spirit went into eclipse; he lost his
holiday ardor, and trudged over the hill and into the shore road in a
state of extreme dejection.
But he lingered on the way, diverted almost against his will by the
sight of fishing smacks putting into harbor, an island steamer rounding
a distant cliff, and the _Sea Gull_ lying motionless just within the
breakwater. Women may be unkind, but a ship is a ship, after all. One
can not nurse the pain even of a shattered heart when running before a
stiff wind with the spinnaker set and an open sea ahead.
The thought decided him. The sea should be his bride. Jim did not
stop to arrange, at the moment, just how this should be brought about,
but his determination was none the less firm. He became sentimental to
the extent of reflecting, vaguely, that this was but philosophic
justice. The sea had not conquered him--far from it; neither should
She conquer him. He would follow the sea, the path of glamour, the
home of the winged foot and the vanishing sail, the road to alien and
mysterious lands--
Thus Jimmy, in reaction from the Arctic douche to which his emotional
self had been subjected. He was, figuratively speaking, blue with the
cold, but trying valiantly to warm himself.
As he gazed at the _Sea Gull_, asleep on the flood tide, cutting a
gallant figure in the glowing sunset, he felt an overmastering longing
to be aboard. He would stay on the yacht until Chamberlain came, at
least; possibly all night.
Having made up his mind on this point, James persuaded himself that he
felt better. Philosophy is a friend in need, after all. Why should
one failure in getting one's desires crush the spirit? He would make a
right-about-face, travel for a year on a sailing vessel, see the world.
That was it. Hang the shoe business!
Immersed in mental chaos such as these fragments of thought suggest,
Jim did not perceive that he was being overtaken, until a slow greeting
came to his ears.
"Good evening, friend." It was the deliberate, wide-eyed youth of the
Reading-room.
"Ah, good evening."
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