Having completed this report in a violent whisper Jane nodded
repeatedly, for emphasis, and Genesis shook his head to show that he
was as deeply impressed as she wished him to be. “I guess,” she added,
after a pause, “I guess Willie didn’t hear anything we talked about
him, or clo’es, or anything.”
She was mistaken in part. William had caught no reference to himself,
but he had overheard something, and he was now alone in his room,
thinking about it almost feverishly. “A secon’ han’ sto’, ovuh on the
avynoo, where they got swaller-tail suits all way frum sevem dolluhs to
nineteen dolluhs an’ ninety-eight cents.”
... Civilization is responsible for certain longings in the breast
of man--artificial longings, but sometimes as poignant as hunger and
thirst. Of these the strongest are those of the maid for the bridal
veil, of the lad for long trousers, and of the youth for a tailed
coat of state. To the gratification of this last, few of the more
hushed joys in life are comparable. Indulged youths, too rich, can
know, to the unctuous full, neither the longing nor the gratification;
but one such as William, in “moderate circumstances,” is privileged
to pant for his first evening clothes as the hart panteth after the
water-brook--and sometimes, to pant in vain. Also, this was a crisis in
William’s life: in addition to his yearning for such apparel, he was
racked by a passionate urgency.
As Jane had so precociously understood, unless he should somehow manage
to obtain the proper draperies he could not go to the farewell dance
for Miss Pratt. Other unequipped boys could go in their ordinary “best
clothes,” but William could not; for, alack! he had dressed too well
too soon!
He was in desperate case. The sorrow of the approaching great departure
was but the heavier because it had been so long deferred. To William it
had seemed that this flower-strewn summer could actually end no more
than he could actually die, but Time had begun its awful lecture, and
even Seventeen was listening. Miss Pratt, that magic girl, was going
home.
* * * * *
To the competent twenties, hundreds of miles suggesting no
impossibilities, such departures may be rending but not tragic.
Implacable, the difference to Seventeen! Miss Pratt was going home, and
Seventeen could not follow; it could only mourn upon the lonely shore,
tracing little angelic footprints left in the sand. To Seventeen such a
departure is final; it is a vanishing.
And now it seemed possible that William might be deprived even of the
last romantic consolations: of the “last waltz together,” of the last,
last “listening to music in the moonlight together”; of all those
sacred lasts of the “last evening together.” And this was a thought
that turned him cold on the hot day: it was unbearable.
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