“Assuredly,” Ng Ch’u said to himself, as he turned east down
Forty-second Street, “if I were a fool, I would now write to China and
complete my funeral arrangements. I would order longevity boards of
seasoned wood and cause the priests to pick out a charming retreat for
my earthly remains. Too, if I were a fool, I might quote the Book of
Ceremonies and Outer Observances to the tiger about to gore me. Ah--but
I am not a fool-- I am only a coward-- I beg your pardon!” as his head
sunk on his chest, he bumped into an indignant dowager who came from
a department store, her plump arms crowded with bargains. “I beg your
pardon--”
“Goodness! Can’t you see where you’re going--?”
A bundle dropped. Ng Ch’u bent to pick it up. So did the woman. Ng Ch’u
straightened up again and, in the process, butted her chin with a round
face that was still earnestly apologetic.
Another bundle dropped. People stopped, snickered, nudged each other.
The woman suppressed unwomanly words. Ng Ch’u then decided to go away
from there.
“_Haya! haya!_” he continued in his thoughts as he went on his way.
“Blessed be the Excellent Lord Gautama who made me a coward! For--is
there a keener foresight, a better protection, than fear?”
And, head erect, he walked along, toward his up-town shop that faced
Fifth Avenue, beneath an enormous sign bearing his name in braggart,
baroque, gilt letters, with a profusion of China’s and Japan’s choicest
wares--dim, precious things--bronzes mellowed with the patina of the
swinging centuries and embroideries and white and green and amber jade;
kakemonos in sepia and gold and pigeon-gray, on which the brush of an
artist long since dead had retraced the marvels of some capital of the
Ashikaga dynasty; ancient koto harps with plectrums of carved ivory;
satsuma bowls enameled with ho-ho birds; but mostly the porcelains of
China--porcelains of all periods--Wen-tchang statuettes in aubergine
and lambent yellow Kang-he ginger-jars painted with blue and white
hawthorn sprays, Keen-lung egg-shell plates with backs of glowing ruby,
Yung-ching peach-blow whose ruddy-brown shimmered with flecks of silver
and green and pink like the first touch of Spring that is coaxing the
colors from the shy sepal of the peach-blossom.
He loved porcelains. They represented to him more than money, more than
success. He had attached himself to their study as an old Florentine
attached himself to the study of theology, caring nothing for
religion, but with a sort of icy-cold, impersonal, scientific passion.
Somehow--for there _was_ his fabulous Odyssey, from a mud-chinked
Ninguta hut to a gleaming Fifth Avenue shop--these porcelains were
to him the apex of his life, the full, richly flavored sweetness of
his achievement; and he often gently teased the Moon-beam, who had
become Madame Full Moon, because, in their neat Pell Street flat, she
preferred to eat her evening rice from heavy, white American stoneware
with a border of improbable forget-me-nots.
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