When Momma walked by chance in front of the long cheval glass, she fell
back with a sob of fear and shame. But she approached again and studied
herself. She stood up straight, lifting her head proudly on her throat,
her torso on her hips; holding herself stalwart as an empress.
And she thanked God for what He had given her, and promised Him she
would take better care of the chalice of her soul. And a happiness
possessed her like a benediction.
* * * * *
The next day she went forth to buy dresses, not mere tents to hide her
shapeless body under, colored bags to cover her lumps and bulges from
the casual and unlingering eye, but exquisite masterpieces from skilled
looms, piously accepting the human form and developing its graces.
Ella was not fool enough to put kittenish anachronisms of dress on
Momma. She made her look herself at her supreme.
And the slithy mannequins who stood about raved over the miracle that
had been accomplished in turning the dowdy peasant that entered the
shop into a high-bred dowager who smiled upon an approving mirror.
Momma’s only grief was that she could not wear any of the gowns out on
the street at once. She had a frantic desire to prance up Fifth Avenue
without delay. But there were alterations to make, and she must wait.
And so must Dr. Courtneidge.
She took the delay as her punishment for having put off so long the day
of her at-one-ment with her better self.
The afternoon was spent among the milliners. Glistening countesses
in black satin came and went with hats like coronets. They set them
daintily on Momma’s turreted hair and lifted them away again. Momma sat
up so straight that she felt taller sitting down than she had seemed
hitherto reaching for a pantry shelf.
It was unbelievable how much it changed her face to change her hat. She
cowered in horror from beneath some of the brims, but others so caught
her up into the clouds that they amounted to translation--apotheosis
almost.
In spite of Ella’s cries of protest, she bought five of the costliest
and wore one of them away.
She went to bed prostrated. But it was the prostration of a girl come
home from a great ball, worn out with rapture and pursued by remembered
music.
* * * * *
Poppa had not heard a word of Momma since the telegram she sent him
saying that she had arrived and been met and was awful tired and
discouraged.
When no letters came he was sure that she was up to her old trick of
concealing the worst from him as long as possible. He was sure that she
was in the hospital, delirious with pain and on her way to the grave.
His heart went mad with visions of her loss and of the dismal life
without her.
On another of his impulses he took a train for New York, sending a
brief telegram to Ella.
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