Hester read of him one morning, sitting up in bed against a mound of
lace-over-pink pillows, a masseur at the pink soles of her feet. It
was as if his name catapulted at her from a column she never troubled
to read. She remained quite still, looking at the name for a full five
minutes after it had pierced her full consciousness. Then, suddenly,
she swung out of bed, tilting over the masseur.
“Tessie,” she said, evenly enough, “that will do. I have to hurry to
Long Island to a base hospital. Go to that little telephone in the
hall--will you?--and call my car.”
But the visit was not so easy of execution. It required two days of red
tape and official dispensation before she finally reached the seaside
hospital that, by unpleasant coincidence, only a year before had been
the resort hotel of more than one dancing-orgy.
She thought she would faint when she saw him, jerking herself back
with a straining of all her faculties. The blood seemed to drain away
from her body, leaving her ready to sink, and only the watchful and
threatening eye of a man nurse sustained her. He was sitting up in bed,
and she would never have recognized in him anything of Gerald except
for the shining Scandinavian quality of his hair. His eyes were not
bandaged, but their sockets were dry and bare like the beds of old
lakes long since drained. She had only seen the like in eyeless marble
busts. There were unsuspected cheek-bones, pitched now very high in his
face, and his neck, rising above the army nightshirt, seemed cruelly
long, possibly from thinness.
“Are you Hester?” whispered the man nurse.
She nodded, her tonsils squeezed together in an absolute knot.
“He called for you all through his delirium,” he said, and went out.
She stood at the bedside, trying to keep down the screams from her
speech when it should come. But he was too quick for her.
“Hester,” he said, feeling out.
And in their embrace, her agony melted to tears that choked and seared,
beat and scalded her, and all the time it was he who held her with
rigid arm, whispered to her, soothed down the sobs which tore through
her like the rip of silk, seeming to split her being.
“Now--now. Why, Hester! Now--now--now. Sh-h--it will be over in a
minute. You mustn’t feel badly. Come now; is this the way to greet a
fellow that’s so darn glad to see you that nothing matters? Sure I can
see you, Hester. Plain as day in your little crispy waist. Now, now;
you’ll get used to it in a minute. Now--now--”
“I can’t stand it, Gerald; I can’t! Can’t! Kill me, Gerald, but don’t
ask me to stand it!”
He stroked down the side of her, lingering at her cheek.
“Sh-h. Take your time, dear,” he said, with the first furry note in his
voice. “I know it’s hard, but take your time. You’ll get used to me.
It’s the shock, that’s all. Sh-h.”
She covered his neck with kisses and scalding tears, her compassion for
him racing through her in chills.
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