United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
Suspense is itself a species of calamity. It has all the poignant
acuteness of hope without the buoyancy of a sustained expectation, and
all the anguish of despair without its sense of conclusiveness and the
surcease of striving. Pending the review of the action of the
court-martial Baynell discovered the wondrous scope of human suffering
disassociated from physical pain. He had seriously thought he might die
of his wounded pride, thus touched in honor, in patriotism, in life
itself, and therefore he was amazed by the degree of solace he
experienced in the sight of a woman's tears shed for his sake. For to
Leonora Gwynn he seemed a persecuted martyr, with all a soldier's valor
and a saint's impeccability. No one could know better than she the
falsity of the charges against him, and in her resentment against the
unhappy chances and the military law that had overwhelmed him, and her
absolute despair for his fate, he enlisted all her heart. Those high and
noble qualities which he possessed and which she revered were elicited
in the extremity of his mortal peril. His exacting conscientiousness;
his steadfast courage on the brink of despair; his absolute truth; his
constancy in adversity; his strict sense of justice which would not
suffer him to blame his friends whose concealments had wrought his ruin,
nor his enemies who seemed indeed rancorously zealous in aspersing him
that they might exculpate themselves at his risk; his lofty sense of
honor which he valued more than life itself,--all showed in genuine
proportions in the bleak unidealizing light which an actual vital crisis
brings to bear on the incidents of personal character.
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