United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
"I felt very keenly the position in which I was placed."
She merely glanced at him and then gazed at the outline of the fort
against the red sky, all flecked and barred with dazzling flakes of
amber. The rampart remained massive and heavy, but the sentry-boxes,
giving their queer little castellated effect, were growing indistinct in
the distance.
"I was tempted to express my resentment, but I was afraid of going too
far--of getting into a wrangle with that fellow--"
"Oh, _that_ would have been unpardonable; in the presence of Mrs.
Clinton and the rest of the Circle!" she said definitely.
"I am _so_ glad you approve my course," he rejoined with an air of
relief.
Once more she looked at him as he stood beside her. A white jessamine
clambered up the stone pillar at the outer corner of the grille work.
Its blossoms wavered about her; a hummingbird flickered in and out and
was still for a moment, the light showing the jewelled effect of the
emblazonment of red and gold and green of his minute plumage, then was
distinguishable only as a gauzy suggestion of wings. The moon was in her
face, ethereal, delicate, seeming to him entrancingly beautiful. He
stipulated to himself that it was not this that swayed him. He loved her
beauty, but only because it was hers. He did not love her for her
beauty. They were close distinctions, but they made an appreciable
difference to him. She did not hold his conscience. She did not dictate
his sense of right. This was apart from her, a sanction too sacred for
any woman, any human soul to control. Yet he sighed with relief to feel
the coincidence of his thought and hers.
"You know, about your horse--it was a matter of conscience with me--a
sense of duty--a matter of conformity to my oath as a soldier and my
knowledge of the needs of the service. I would not for any consideration
evade or fail to forward in letter and spirit any detail even of a
special order that merely chanced to come to my notice, and with which I
was not otherwise concerned. Not for your sake--not even to win your
approval, precious as that must always be to me, nor to avoid your
displeasure, and I believe that is the strongest coercion that could be
exerted upon me. But the destination of the work done by the
Sewing-Circle--that is different. I have no information that it is other
than is claimed. I am not bound to nourish suspicions, nor to
investigate mysteries, nor to take action on details of circumstantial
evidence."
He paused. There was something in her face that he did not
understand;--something stunned, blankly silent, and inexpressive. He
went on eagerly, the enforced repression of the afternoon finding outlet
in a flood of words.
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