Domestic fiction; Girls -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction
It was more the importance of Jean’s estimate of herself than any real
leanings towards being an invalid which made her look on an hour’s
depression as a serious thing, and an attack of toothache as an item of
news which ought immediately to be communicated to her family. She
criticized life entirely through her own feelings and experiences.
Mabel and Elma had enough of the sympathetic understanding of the nature
of others, to tune their own characters accordingly. But Jean, unless
terrified, or hurt, or joyous herself never allowed these feelings to be
transmitted from any one, or because of any one, she happened to love.
It kept her from maturing as Mabel and even Elma had done. She would
always be more or less of the self-centred person. It was a useful
trait in connexion with singing for instance, and it seemed also as
though it might make her a good fencer. But the flippant merry fencing
enthusiast in front of her was right when she saw the pitfall ready for
the Jean who should one day dedicate herself to her ailments. In the
case of Mabel this very lack of sympathy in Jean helped her in a lonely
manner to regain some of her lost confidence in herself. It never
dawned once on Jean that Mabel was fighting down a trouble of her own.
Mabel had bad nights and ghostly dreams, and a headache occasionally,
which seemed as though it would put an end to any enthusiasm she might
ever have had for such an occupation as piano playing. But in the
morning one got up, and there were always the interests, the joys or
troubles, or the quaint little oddities of other girls, to knock this
introspection and worry into the background, and make Mabel her
companionable self once more. It was better, after all, than the
scrutiny of one’s own family, even a kind one. Jean was merely
conscious of change in any one when they refused a match or a drive or a
walk with her. The world was of a piece when that
happened--"stodgy"--and the interests of Jean were being neglected--a
great crime.
Mabel despatched the telegram, and the fencing was resumed with vigour.
The corridor at this end of the house contained a bay window, seated and
cushioned, and more comfortable as a tea-room than many of the little
bedrooms. They had arranged tea-cups, and were preparing that
fascinating and delightful meal when a girl advanced from the far end of
the corridor, in a lithe swinging manner. The fencing girl drew back
her foil abruptly. "Who is that?" she asked, staring. The girls were
conscious of a most refreshing and invigorating surprise. Elsie
Clutterbuck stood there, with the wild sweetness of the open air in her
bearing, her hair ruffled gently, her eyes shining in a pale setting.
"You beautiful wild anemone!" breathed the fencing girl in a whisper.
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