"I don’t mind telling you that I felt very miserable when I got to my rooms," she said among other things. "I drove here all right, and the door was opened by a servant who didn’t seem to know who I was. Then she produced a secretary who looked at me very closely as though to see whether I was respectable or not. She took me up to my room, and it’s like a little state-room, without the fun of a bunk. There’s one little slippy window which looks out on the gardens, and across the gardens there are high houses, with occasionally people at the windows. One girl with a pink bow in her hair sits at a window all day long. Sometimes she leans out with her elbows on the sill, and looks down, and then she draws them in again and sits looking straight over at me. She’s quite pretty. But what a life! It must be dreadful only having one room and nothing to do in it. My piano hasn’t come, and until it arrives, it’s like being the girl with the pink bow. At home it’s different, we can always pull flowers, or fix our blouses or do something of that sort. The girls here don’t seem to mind whether one is alive or dead. I think they are cross at new arrivals. I sat last night at dinner at a little table all by myself, on a slippery linoleum floor, and thought it horrid. Then it would have been fun to go to the drawing-room (’to play to papa,’ how nice that sounds), but the girls melted off by themselves. I looked into the drawing-room and thought it awful, so I ran up to my room and stayed there. The girl with the pink bow was at her window again, and I really could have slain her, I don’t know why." Then "I’m to have my first lesson to-morrow. I’m so glad. Because I can’t practise, even although my piano has come. A girl who writes made the others stop playing last night in the drawing-room because it gave her a headache. It makes me think that no one will want to hear me sing. I suppose they think I’m very countrified. "I think the real reason why I can’t practise is because I’m not very well. London food doesn’t seem so nice as ours, and I still have that funny feeling that I had when I started. I suppose you are all having jolly times. You would know that girls lived in this house. It’s all wicker furniture, and little green curtains, and vases of flowers. I’ve only gone out to see about my lesson, except to the post and quite near here. I don’t like going out much yet. Isobel’s directions were a great help." This letter stopped rather abruptly. So much so that Mr. Leighton was far from happy about Jean. He bothered unceasingly as to whether he should have allowed her to go. Mrs. Leighton enlarged his anxiety by her own fears. Jean’s growing so much faster and taller than any one else had been a point in her favour with her mother a few years before, and Mrs. Leighton had never got over the certainty that Jean must be delicate in consequence. "I hope she won’t have appendicitis," said she mournfully.