The Story of a Country TownHowe, E. W. (Edgar Watson)
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The Story of a Country Town
Howe, E. W. (Edgar Watson)
Frontier and pioneer life -- Kansas -- Fiction
“I need not rehearse the story of my courtship and marriage--you are
familiar with that, and you know that I have been very contented and
happy, except that ever since I have known Mateel, I have noticed an
indifference which often humiliated me, but which I have excused for a
hundred reasons, and tried to think little of. The letter which I will
shortly ask you to read explains it all, and it is this which has
changed me into a wicked, worthless man, without hope or ambition. The
letter was written by Mateel to Clinton Bragg, when she was his promised
wife, before they came to Fairview, and I received it by mail, addressed
in a strange hand, six weeks ago yesterday, on an evening when I was
planning for the future, and when I was in unusual good spirits. That
she had been engaged to Bragg I never knew, nor did I suspect it, for
although I knew they were brought up in the same neighborhood, and had
been children together, the thought never occurred to me that they had
been lovers, for he is more fit for a hangman’s rope than for an honest
woman’s regard. I know now that Mateel has never loved me as the letter
indicates she loved the most contemptible man I ever knew; a hundred
times I have wondered if there were no better lovers in the world than
Mateel, but I have found that the trouble was that she had drained her
heart dry in loving my enemy, and that there was none left for me. This
is what has wounded my pride, and broken my spirits, and left me a
useless wreck.”
He took from an inner pocket and handed me an envelope, and taking from
it the letter, I began to read aloud.
“Read it to yourself,” he said. “I am familiar with it.”
The letter was closely written, and read as follows:--
“MY BRAVE LOVER,--I write to-night to tell you for the hundredth
time how much I love you. When you are away from me, I have no
other pleasure than this, for it brings you to me to receive my
kisses and embraces. Once you came in the middle of the day
following the night I wrote you, and if you come to-morrow, and
sincerely believe and never forget what I have to say, this letter
will have accomplished its mission.
“What I want to say is (and I write it after a great deal of
serious deliberation) that if by an unlucky chance we should never
be married, I should still love you as I do now, forever. I love
you so much that I am anxious you should know that even though I
believed you had forgotten me, and I became the wife of some one
else, because all women are expected to marry, I should continue to
think of you as I do now, the only man worthy of my love in all the
world; and every night after my husband had gone to sleep, I would
put my arms around him, and imagine that it was you, and that you
would waken soon, and love me as I am sure you do this night.
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