The Story of a Country TownHowe, E. W. (Edgar Watson)
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The Story of a Country Town
Howe, E. W. (Edgar Watson)
Frontier and pioneer life -- Kansas -- Fiction
The mention of Agnes reminded me that she had presented me with her
father’s picture, and taking it from my pocket I gave it to Jo, but he
did not care to look at it then, and said he would take it, and give it
back at some future time.
“Your father is never unkind to her,” he continued, determined to talk
on that subject, “but they are more like strangers than man and wife.
They have not occupied the same room for years, therefore she is always
striving to reconcile him, knowing that he is discontented and
dissatisfied, though I cannot see that she is to blame for it, and as a
true woman--and she is one, if ever one lived--this makes her very
unhappy. I know less of your father every day, and I fear that something
unfortunate will come of his discontent. I hope it will not turn out
that religion is a bad thing for him, as Barker predicts. I never
mentioned it to you before, but the night you were away your mother came
softly into our room, and asked why I had gone to bed so early. I said I
was unusually tired, and that I had to get up very early in the morning;
nothing more than that. She remained there for two hours, as if anxious
to be with me, and there was enough light in the room for me to see that
tears were in her eyes, and that she was in great distress.
“‘Since six o’clock,’ she said to me, ‘my husband has not changed his
position, or spoken. It is his habit every night. He is always thinking,
and always silent and discontented. If I knew what his trouble is,
perhaps I could help him, as I am anxious to do, but he will not tell me
(though I do not ask him, for I am afraid). He thinks all day at his
work, you have told me, and I believe he thinks all night, for I have
known him to get up at midnight, and walk the floor until day. He is
always considerate of me, and never speaks unkindly, but he has never
been my husband except in name, and the fear that I have done something
to offend him makes me very wretched, for I have always tried to be all
that he desired. There is something dreadfully portentous in this; I do
not know what it is, but I am certain that it will finally make us very
miserable.
“‘I have never spoken of this before; I never intend to speak of it
again, and I only mention it now because I feel that I can live but a
few years longer, and I must speak of it to make clear a request I have
to make. Ned is out of the house to-night, and farther away from me then
ever before since he was born. After you two have gone to sleep here in
this room, I always come in to kiss him good-night. And, Jo, I
frequently kiss you, too. Since he was a baby in my arms, I have never
kissed him except when he was asleep, because his father seemed to
dislike such exhibitions of affection. But I come to his bed every
night, and kiss him after he has gone to sleep.’
“She cried softly to herself awhile, and remained so quiet that I could
hear her tears fall in little plashes to the floor.
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