Gussy had only said “Oh!” raising her eyelids--but Janet read in that
exclamation a suspicion and question. Gussy did not believe that she was
sincere, and was curious to know what her motive was. The two had
drifted apart strangely, but this suspicion was not native to Miss
Harwood’s mind. It came from all those talks about Janet, and Dolff’s
subjection to her, which had afforded an opportunity for so much
amusement over the piano. Meredith would say, “Ah! I wonder what she
means by that?” till Gussy put the question to herself involuntarily as
he would have put it, feeling all the same that sick weariness with the
subject which translated itself unjustly, but not unnaturally, into an
impatience with Janet which sometimes she could hardly restrain.
“I should like to come,” said Janet, “but you forget I am in mourning.
It is not six months yet----”
“That is true,” said the old lady; but she added: “My dear, I like you
the better for thinking of it. But, after all, she was not a near
relation--not like your mother. For an aunt, six months’ mourning is
all that any one thinks of nowadays. And I believe the late poor lady
was not even an aunt.”
“She was all I ever had, for mother or aunt or guardian.”
“Yes, I know--but left you to struggle for yourself, which makes a
little difference. And what harm can it do her, poor thing, that you
should enjoy yourself a little? You don’t get so many opportunities in
this quiet house. When Dolff goes away we shall all relapse into our
needlework again.”
“And Charley Meredith,” said Julia.
Thought is quicker than the most rapid utterance. Julia’s words came
instantaneously, almost before her mother had done speaking, but it had
flashed into two different minds before she spoke. And Charley Meredith!
Gussy added that reflection to the picture of the future with an
increasing sickness and impatience of her heart, seeing the same thing
over again stretch before her, not without happiness in it, but with a
weariness and incompleteness which would grow day by day. And it gleamed
into Janet’s thoughts with a certain excitement and suspense, as of a
thing of which nobody could prophesy how it would end. The sudden
movement in both minds was curiously struck as by a false note by Mrs.
Harwood’s calm reply:
“And Charley Meredith, perhaps. But that can’t affect Janet, except the
wrong way: for I confess, myself, I get sick of these two always
philandering--I beg your pardon, Gussy, my dear, but I’ve been young in
my day--and other young people looking on, you know: why they must
either make fun of you or the water must come into their mouths.”
The old lady laughed in the heartless way in which old ladies will
laugh. She was only the more tickled when Gussy drew herself up, and,
looking straight before her with a blank countenance and the sternest
gravity, replied,
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