“Oh, I know what your impulse was! Dear Dolff, you have been so kind, so
sympathetic, never saying anything. And perhaps you thought I didn’t see
it: but I have been very greatful to you--very grateful, all the time.
Now I can speak,” Gussy cried. “Oh, what a time it has been! I was
beginning to despair. It looks like a year since that dreadful night.
Oh, thank you all, you have been so good to me--Janet, too. And now at
last I dare to hope. But you must not go near him, nobody must go.”
Gussy loosed her hands from her brother’s arm, and sat down on the chair
he had left. “I can have the pleasure of a cry now,” she said, smiling
pathetically upon them all.
“We’re not crying people in the family, are we, mamma? but it is a great
relief when you have been down to the very gates of the grave and come
back.”
“I hope now you will let them bring you something to eat,” said Mrs.
Harwood; “you have not had a proper meal for a week. Tell Priscilla to
bring a tray, Ju, and some champagne. She must have a little support
before the reaction sets in. I know what it is,” said the mother,
shaking her head; “now that her mind is solaced she will find out that
she is as weak as water. And, my dear, you’ll not be able to nurse him
when nursing will be a real pleasure, when you will see him come round
every day--if you don’t take care.”
“Oh, whatever you please, mamma,” said Gussy, in the docility of her
happiness. She added, “Tell Dolff not to go. He must not--not for any
reason--be disturbed to-night.”
“I going--to disturb him? I wouldn’t--not for a fortune; but I can’t
stand this any longer. Gussy crying, and all the rest--I am going away.”
“Not out?” said his mother, anxiously. To think there should never be a
good thing without the ugly shadow of a trouble after it! He had
quarrelled with Janet, and now there was nothing to keep him indoors, to
make home agreeable to him. “It is quite late, my dear,” she said. “I
was just going to bed. Don’t, oh! don’t go out to-night.”
“Don’t, Dolff: somebody might be wanted to run for the doctor.”
“Did I say that I was going out? I am going to my room. I am going to do
some work. Everything here is swallowed up in Meredith, I know; no one
thinks of my comfort. But, after all, I’m something more than a man kept
on the premises to run for a doctor. I am going to my room to do some
work. Good-night.”
“Good-night, dear boy,” said his mother, holding out her hand to him.
“Yes, go and do a little work--that’s always good for you. Don’t take
him at his word, Gussy. He is as glad as any of us; but that’s a boy’s
way.”
“I know, mamma,” said Gussy, with a serene smile. She beamed upon her
sullen brother as if his very ill-humor were something to thank him for.
“They will never let one see what they feel,” she said.
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