“Oh! I don’t know. I used to think you liked Charley Meredith; but I’m
almost sure you don’t now.”
“One may not care for a man, and yet one may be glad he is better. I am
sick,” cried Janet, unable to control herself, “of hearing his name.”
“Oh, so am I!” cried Julia. “Isn’t it enough to make one ill? And now
there will be more of it than ever. We shall all be wanted to rejoice
over him. I wish he had gone to his own chambers to be killed, and not
here.”
By this time they had reached the school-room, which was their common
property, and where no one could interfere with their talk. Julia threw
herself into a chair before the fire and pursued her inquiries.
“Did you ever think to yourself,” she said, “Janet, how it was that
Charley should have been assaulted like that?”
“Think!” said Janet, faltering. “I don’t know what good thinking would
do.”
“That may be,” said Julia, “but one can’t help thinking, though it may
do no good. I hate him so much myself that I understand it better than
you can, who used to like him. It must have been some one who hated
him--even more than me.”
“Don’t talk so about a--a crime, Julia: and don’t say me instead of I,”
Janet cried, hoping to stop this embarrassing discussion.
“Oh, what does stupid grammar matter! My opinion is that it must have
been something about a girl.”
“Julia!” cried the governess, taking refuge in the shock of conventional
horror at such a suggestion from such a quarter.
“Oh, you know as well as I do what Charley was. I have heard even mamma
say that he couldn’t resist making himself agreeable, whoever it was.
That’s mamma’s way of putting it. Why, he has made eyes even at
me--Gussy’s sister, and only fifteen, and hating him as I do! It stands
to reason that he did it to everybody else. And suppose there was some
silly girl who thought it meant something, and somebody belonging to her
who wouldn’t put up with it? Oh, I’ve wished often I was a man and could
knock him down!”
“When a man is lying so ill as he is, it is dreadful to talk of hating
him.”
“Oh, but you can’t help it, however dreadful it may be! and, besides,
he’s getting better. You don’t like him yourself.”
“I never said so,” said Janet.
“But I know. And you did like him once. What has made you change your
mind? Do you know--but I won’t say it; you will be angry.”
“You had better say it--whatever you want to say.”
“Well, then, I think--you needn’t blaze out upon me, for of course I may
be quite silly--Janet, I think you know something about it. There! Oh,
you may kill me if you like with your eyes, but that won’t make any
difference! I think you’ve known something about it all the time.”
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