“You can have nothing else to be afraid of,” said Meredith, in his
careless tones. “A search by the police is nothing unless there happens
to be something for them to find out. Nothing is of any importance
unless it is true. They may search till they are tired, but, so long as
there is nobody in hiding, what can it matter? Don’t trouble yourself
about nothing. Let me take you back to your comfortable fireside.”
“No, no,” said Mrs. Harwood, more and more troubled; “I will stay here.”
He had not, it was evident, found the way to save her, with all his
philosophy.
“No?” said Meredith, interrogatively. “It’s rather cold here, however,
after the cosiness of the drawing-room. I hope you’ll not catch cold. If
it is any satisfaction to you, of course, there’s nothing to be said:
but I should think you might let me look out for these fellows and send
them off. Julia and me,” he added, with a wave of his hand to Julia,
and the smile which was so exasperating.
He kept wondering all the time where Janet was--Janet, who had
disappeared without attracting any notice, and who probably, he thought,
had helped to smuggle Dolff away somewhere, uselessly--because when such
an accusation was once made, it was much better to brave it out. It was
like the folly of a woman to try to smuggle him away, when the only
thing was to brave it out.
“This is the only place where there is no draught,” he said, pushing
Mrs. Harwood’s chair directly in front of the door which led to the
wing--the door, which, on the night of the ball, he and Janet had
miraculously found unfastened.
The door, he remarked once more, had every appearance of being a door
built up and impracticable. To say, in a carefully-kept house like this,
that it was covered with dust would not have been true, but there was an
air about it as if it had been covered with dust. Meredith smiled at
himself while he made this reflection. His heart was singularly buoyant
and free, full of excitement, yet of pleasurable excitement. He was on
the eve of finding out something he wanted to find out, and he was most
particularly concerned that the circumstances which favored him should
overwhelm Mrs. Harwood. He placed her almost exactly in front of the
door as if she had intended to veil it, and drew over one of the hall
chairs beside her and threw himself down upon it.
“This is the most sheltered spot,” he said, “out of reach of the door
and several other draughts. If you will stay out in the hall and catch
cold, Mrs. Harwood, you are safest here.”
She glanced at the door as he drew her up to it with a repressed
shudder. She had become deadly pale, and in the faint light looked as if
she had suddenly become a hundred years old, withered and shrunken up
with age. Julia, very much startled, and with eyes wide open and
astonished, stood by her mother.
“I shouldn’t have put her by that nasty shut-up door; there is always a
wind from under it,” she said.
“Hush--oh, hush!” said Mrs. Harwood, with a shiver.
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