“Mamma, shall we go away? Whatever there may be to be said or
explained, it ought not to be done here.” She went up to the old man in
the chair, who was still embracing his pocket-book, and kissed him on
the forehead. “If any wrong has been done to you, I don’t know of it,”
she said; “I thought it was nothing but good.”
“No wrong has been done to him--none--none,” cried Mrs. Harwood,
suddenly dropping from her self-command and strength. “Children, you may
not believe me, since I’ve kept it secret from you. There has been no
wrong to him--none--none. If there has been wrong, it has not been to
him. Oh, you may believe me, at least, for I have never told you a lie.
Everything has been done for him. Look round you--look round you and you
will see.”
“Who is he?” said Dolff, obstinate and pale, standing behind the chair.
“You have no thought for me,” said the mother. “You see me standing
here, come here to defend you all, in desperation for you, and you never
ask how I am to get back, whether it will kill me---- No, no, Janet has
gone, who supported me, who was a stranger, and asked no questions, but
only helped a poor woman half mad with trouble and distress. Ah!” she
said, “he could go mad and get free--he who was the cause of it all: but
I have had to keep my sanity and my courage and bear it all, and look as
if nothing was the matter, for fifteen years. For whom? Was it for me?
It would have been better for me to have died and been done with it all.
For you, children, to give you a happy life, to do away with all
disgrace, to give you every advantage. Yes, I’ll take your arm, Ju: you
have not been a good child, but you know no better. Get me to my chair
before I drop down; get me to my chair----” She paused a moment, and
looked round with a hard laugh. “For I am very heavy,” she said, “and I
would have to be carried, and who would do it I don’t know. Ju, make
haste, before my strength is all gone. Get me to my chair.”
CHAPTER XLIII.
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