Janet was evidently wild with terror, yet did not dare even to try to
escape except by the strain of reluctance in her whole figure, drawing
back while he drew her forward. The most benignant aspect that is
compatible with a disordered brain was in the madman’s face. He smiled
as he held her, dividing the fingers of the hand he held with his own,
as if he were caressing and playing with a child. He stood for a moment
contemplating them all, taking in the details of the picture which on
their side they made, with that pleased, half-bewildered, half-imbecile
look, and nodding his head from one to another, like one of those
nodding figures that go on indefinitely. The weakness of the smile, the
glow of foolish satisfaction in his face, the endless nodding, took much
from the majesty of the venerable patriarchal figure, and made him look
more like a silly old man than a picturesque and tragical lunatic. While
they all stood thunderstruck, he advanced into the room with a buoyant,
almost dancing step.
“Well,” he said, “here I am, Julia. I suppose that you expected me? This
is a merry meeting: here’s to our merry meeting. Vicars says I am so
much better--and so I am, quite well--don’t you see I have a color in my
cheeks--that I may come downstairs. He is a very good fellow, Vicars;
but I want society. Julia, see what I’ve got here.”
He drew Janet forward, nodding at her with the most complacent looks,
while the poor little girl, deadly pale, trembling with terror, hung
upon his arm as if suspended by a hook, holding back, yet not daring to
struggle, shutting her eyes for very terror. He waved his hand,
releasing hers for a moment, but holding it tight within his arm.
“Another of them?” he said. “Where does she come? I don’t seem to
remember what we called her, or where she comes in the family; but a
nice little thing, Julia--with some feeling for her old--for her
old--eh? I forget what I was going to say. What is her name?”
“Adolphus! let the child go. Here is a chair by me: come and sit down.”
They all stood about helpless, gazing, Mrs. Harwood alone keeping her
place in her chair, while he strayed across the floor in his
half-dancing step, dragging Janet with him.
“I’ll sit by you with pleasure, Julia. It is long since you have come to
sit with me till last night. And these are all of them? I’ve said their
names over in my mind, but I forget some--I forget some. They were so
little once--curious to think so little once, and then when a man comes
back--tse! in a moment all grown up--the same as men and women. But
this,” he said, with a laugh, “is still a little thing. Where shall I
put her, Julia? Too big, you know, to sit on papa’s knee.”
He laughed again, looking round upon them all, and suddenly let Janet
go, so that she fell in the shock of the release, which made the
stranger laugh more and more.
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