“It is very kind of Miss Summerhayes,” said Mrs. Harwood, feeling a want
of warmth in her daughter’s reception of this generous offer. “It is
very nice of her,” the old lady added, “for it can’t matter a bit to
her. It is not as if she were teaching you, when she might get some
credit from it. It is entirely good feeling.”
“I am sure I am--much obliged to Miss Summerhayes,” said Gussy. And she
was aware that what her mother said was quite true. She was not an
impulsive person in general, but a sudden movement of remorse for her
own ingratitude and appreciation of the other’s unselfishness seized her
all at once. “I don’t see,” she said, “why we should go on calling her
Miss Summerhayes when she has been three months in the house, and always
so nice. I am sure she would prefer it, mamma, if you at least were to
call her Janet; and it is a pretty name, too; not like our solemnities
in the Harwood family.”
Janet was taken very much by surprise. She was not quite sure that she
was so much gratified as she expected to be, and it took her a certain
effort to get up the little burst of pleasure and gratitude which was
becoming. It is a sad thing to be expected to be grateful for a favor
which does not appear to yourself in that light. Janet had always been
called Janet by everybody all her life, so that she rather preferred at
present to be Miss Summerhayes. However, she succeeded in assuming the
air of delighted surprise which was necessary in the circumstances, and
when Mrs. Harwood kissed her, and said, with her motherly smile, “I
shall like so much to call you Janet, my dear,” the genuine kindness
touched her heart.
“I hope I shall never do anything to vex this dear old lady,” she said
to herself.
The silent prayer was not realized, but still it may be put on record as
a real moment of feeling in Janet’s very contradictory little being. She
was very uncertain what Gussy could mean in thus opening to her the
gates of intimacy, and receiving her, as it were, on a new footing. What
did she mean by it? But Miss Harwood herself could not have told. She
meant a momentary compunction, a half-apology, and to compensate the
girl a little for the involuntary doubt she had of her. If there was
anything more in it, Gussy herself was unconscious of further motive. It
was something in the nature of a penance, no doubt; for Miss Harwood
loved the governess a trifle less as Janet, in the intimacy of the
closest intercourse, than she had done as a stranger and Miss
Summerhayes.
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