Janet was not thinking of Mr. Meredith any more than if he had been a
cabbage, but she did want to share the triumph, she who had really
brought it about, and she wanted to do what she could do so well instead
of the inferior performer who did not do it half so well. But this is a
trouble which accomplished persons must put up with continually, and
after the first mortification was over Janet sat it out bravely, and
even led the applause with a most energetic pair of hands, at the points
where it ought to come in, and was most wanted to stimulate failing
courage or cover a weak point. In this she behaved with the utmost
generosity and desire that, notwithstanding their neglect of herself,
the performance should succeed; and she listened to all the remarks with
eager attention, especially those about the one way in which things of
this kind must end. Was this the way in which Gussy’s romance was
certain to end? Janet felt that she herself would not be nearly so much
interested, not to say excited by it, if the conclusion was as certain
as people thought. But she perceived clearly that if it did not end so
it would be wrong, and Mr. Meredith much to blame. The drama altogether
was breathless in its interest to this little spectator, because she
felt that there was no certainty in it--that probably Mr. Charles
Meredith was (so to speak, in the language of the stage) a villain, and
Gussy, perhaps, a victim. Who could tell? It appeared, however, that
Janet herself was the only person who had any doubt on the subject, and,
an inexperienced little guesser as she was, how was she to know?
“Do you think Gussy and Charley are in love with each other?” said Julia
suddenly, on their way home.
“Julia! one doesn’t talk of such things till--till they are publicly
known.”
“For I don’t,” said Julia. “Gussy, yes, she is too silly. I could kill
her when she looks at him so; but, Charley, no--and he’s the most
important of the two, isn’t he, Miss Summerhayes?”
“I don’t know why he should be the most important; they are both equally
important,” said Janet, in her _rôle_ of governess; “besides, it is not
our business to discuss any such matter.”
“Oh! that is all bosh,” said Julia. “Of course, I must discuss it when
it’s my own sister. I’ll tell you what I think. He has not made up his
mind; he thinks he’ll do it, and then something makes him think that
he’ll not do it. He knows that whenever he likes to put out his hand
Gussy will----”
“Julia, I can’t let you talk so.”
“Whether I talk or not, I know it all the same,” said Julia. “I hate
Charley Meredith, with his red cheeks. I can’t think what she sees in
him; but, though I could kill her for being so silly, I don’t want our
Gussy to be disappointed. I should like him to propose and her to
refuse him; but, oh! I’m afraid there is not the least chance of that.
Do you think a girl should accept the very first offer, Miss
Summerhayes?”
“I don’t think at all on the subject,” said Janet.
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