The Story of a Peninsular Veteran: Sergeant in the Forty-Third Light Infantry, during the Peninsular WarAnonymous
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The Story of a Peninsular Veteran: Sergeant in the Forty-Third Light Infantry, during the Peninsular War
Anonymous
Peninsular War, 1807-1814 -- Personal narratives, British
‘When I came, the man told me plainly the general was
a professed infidel. I went in, and after a short compliment
said, “I am told, my lord, your life is near an end;
therefore I presume, without any ceremony, to ask you one
plain question: Is the state of your soul such that you can
entertain a solid hope of salvation?” He answered, “Yes.”
“On what do you ground this hope?” He replied, “I
never committed any wilful sin. I have been liable to frailties;
but I trust in God’s mercy, and the merits of His
Son, that He will have mercy upon me.” These words he
uttered very slowly, especially “the merits of His Son.” I
made the following reply: “I am apt to believe you are not
tainted with the grosser vices, but I fear you a little too
presumptuously boast of never having committed wilful
sin. If you would be saved, you must acknowledge your
being utterly corrupted by sin, and consequently deserving
the curse of God, and eternal damnation. As for your
hoping for God’s mercy, through the merits of His Son, I
beg leave to ask, do you believe God has a Son; that His
Son assumed our nature, in order to be our Saviour; that
in the execution of His office He was humbled unto death,
even the death upon the cross; and that hereby He has
given an ample satisfaction for us, and recovered our title
to heaven?” He answered, “I cannot now avoid a more
minute description of the state of my soul. Let me tell
you, doctor, I have some knowledge of philosophy, by which
I have chosen for myself a way of salvation. I have always
endeavoured to live a sober life to the uttermost of my
207power, not doubting but that the Being of all beings would
graciously accept me. In this way I stood in no need of
Christ, and therefore did not believe on Him. But if I take
the Scriptures to be a divine revelation, this way of mine,
I perceive, is not the right one. I must believe in Christ,
and through Him come to God.” I replied, “You say, if
you take the Scriptures to be a Divine revelation.” He
fetched a deep sigh, and said, “O God, thou wilt make me
say, Because I take the Scriptures to be Thy word.” I said,
“There are grounds and reasons enough to demonstrate the
Divine origin of Christianity, as I could show from its
most essential principles, were not the period of your life
so short: but we need not now that diffusive method, faith
being the gift of God. A poor sinner, tottering on the
brink of eternity, has not time to inquire about grounds
and reasons: rather betake yourself to earnest prayer for
faith; which if you do, I doubt not but God will give it
you.” I had no sooner spoken these words, than pulling off
his cap, and lifting up his eyes and hands, he cried out, “O
Almighty God, I am a poor cursed sinner, worthy of damnation;
but, Lord Jesus, eternal Son of God, Thou diedst for
my sins also! It is through Thee alone I can be saved!
0 give me faith, and strengthen that faith!” Being
extremely weak, he was obliged to stop here. A little
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