The Story of a Peninsular Veteran: Sergeant in the Forty-Third Light Infantry, during the Peninsular WarAnonymous
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The Story of a Peninsular Veteran: Sergeant in the Forty-Third Light Infantry, during the Peninsular War
Anonymous
Peninsular War, 1807-1814 -- Personal narratives, British
Philosophy teaches that nature abhors a vacuum.
The same thing may be said of grace. Every portion of
the space allotted as our earthly course, must be properly
filled, so that our great Pattern and Example may be
imitated, Who was ever engaged in doing good, even to
the unthankful.
I must here crave permission to recite another instance
of Divine goodness to myself, the unworthiest of all the
servants who wait upon the Lord. One evening I was invited
to attend a Band-meeting at Sloane-terrace chapel,
at which one of the stated ministers presided. I had for
253some time previously felt the necessity of more complete
conformity to the will of God. I began to consider more
deeply that if religion had any importance at all, it was
all-important, and demanded the undivided homage of my
heart. Several passages of Scripture bearing, as I thought,
on the subject were applied to my mind with great energy;
especially the 25th verse of the 36th of Ezekiel: ‘Then
will I sprinkle clean water upon you, and ye shall be clean;
from all your filthiness, and from all your idols, will I
cleanse you. A new heart also will I give unto you, and
a new spirit will I put within you; and I will take away
the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you an
heart of flesh.’ Another passage in the New Testament,
I thought had respect to the same subject, 1 John i. 7:
‘But if we walk in the light, as He is in the light, we have
fellowship one with another; and the blood of Jesus Christ,
His Son, cleanseth us from all sin.’ On the strength of
these gracious declarations, the anticipation of some added
and glorious spiritual blessing was present with me. As
the time of holding the Band-meeting drew nigh, unbelief
arose, by whose evil agency I was greatly shaken. ‘What
right have you to appear among the people of God? Why
intrude yourself? You have been unfaithful already; do
you mean to walk the same course again? Are you fitted
for duty so sacred as that you approach, or to enter into
the presence of God and His chosen people?’ These were
terrible siftings; but, sustained by the Almighty, I surmounted
the assault, and kept to my determination. I
pleaded the promises, and found them exceeding great and
precious. My past unfaithfulness was, indeed, a source of
deep repentance and regret; but I remembered it was
written: ‘All manner of sin shall be forgiven unto men;’
and, ‘Whosoever cometh unto me, I will in no wise cast
them out.’ According to my faith, so was it done unto
me. My soul in confidence arose,—it rose and broke
254through all. The meeting was honoured with the Master’s
presence. Like the disciples at Emmaus, our hearts burned
within us, while He opened our understandings, and applied
His own merciful promises. God was pleased on this
occasion to enlarge and renovate the hearts of His people.
I was able with an unwavering hand to set to my seal that
God is truth and love; and felt that from Him alone proceeds
the power to conquer inbred sin.
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