The Story of a Soul (L'Histoire d'une Âme): The Autobiography of St. Thérèse of Lisieux: With Additional Writings and Sayings of St. ThérèseThérèse, de Lisieux, Saint
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The Story of a Soul (L'Histoire d'une Âme): The Autobiography of St. Thérèse of Lisieux: With Additional Writings and Sayings of St. Thérèse
Thérèse, de Lisieux, Saint
Christian saints -- France -- Lisieux -- Biography; Lisieux (France) -- Biography; Thérèse, de Lisieux, Saint, 1873-1897
Like her Divine Master, she passed through the world doing good;
like Him, she had been forgotten and unknown, and now, still
following in His Footsteps, she was to climb the hill of Calvary.
Accustomed to see her always suffering, yet always joyous and
brave, Mother Prioress, doubtless inspired by God, allowed her to
take part in the Community exercises, some of which tired her
extremely. At night, she would courageously mount the stairs
alone, pausing at each step to take breath. It was with difficulty
that she reached her cell, and then in so exhausted a state, that
sometimes, as she avowed later, it took her quite an hour to
undress. After all this exertion it was upon a hard pallet that
she took her rest. Her nights, too, were very bad, and when asked
if she would not like someone to be near her in her hours of pain,
she replied: "Oh, no! on the contrary, I am only too glad to be in
a cell away from my Sisters, that I may not be heard. I am content
to suffer alone--as soon as I am pitied and loaded with
attentions, my happiness leaves me."
What strength of soul these words betray! Where we find sorrow she
found joy. What to us is to hard to bear--being overlooked and
ignored by creatures--became to her a source of delight. And her
Divine Spouse knew well how to provide that bitter joy she found
so sweet. Painful remedies had often to be applied. One day, when
she had suffered from them more than usual, she was resting in her
cell during recreation, and overheard a Sister in the kitchen
speaking of her thus: "Soeur Therese will not live long, and
really sometimes I wonder what our Mother Prioress will find to
say about her when she dies.[5] She will be sorely puzzled, for
this little Sister, amiable as she is, has certainly never done
anything worth speaking about." The Infirmarian, who had also
overheard the remark, turned to Therese and said: "If you relied
upon the opinion of creatures you would indeed be disillusioned
today." "The opinion of creatures!" she replied; "happily God has
given me the grace to be absolutely indifferent to that. Let me
tell you something which showed me, once and for all, how much it
is worth. A few days after my Clothing, I went to our dear
Mother's room, and one of the Sisters who happened to be there,
said on seeing me: 'Dear Mother, this novice certainly does you
credit. How well she looks! I hope she may be able to observe the
Rule for many years to come.' I was feeling decidedly pleased at
this compliment when another Sister came in, and, looking at me,
said: 'Poor little Soeur Therese, how very tired you seem! You
quite alarm me. If you do not soon improve, I am afraid you will
not be able to keep the Rule very long.' I was then only sixteen,
but this little incident made such an impression on me, that I
never again set store on the varying opinion of creatures."
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