“I am very sorry I did, Donald, since you would really have liked it,”
she said, wistfully and sorrowfully. “I should have thought of your
feelings, and not of mine.”
This is a mood I cannot withstand. “Dear heart,” I responded, “I have
you, and all the books in the world are not worth a breath in
comparison. What favor do you want me to do?”
“To write a sort of last chapter—an ending, you know—telling
about—about the rest.”
“Have you forgotten it?”
“I? Never! I couldn’t. But I want to have it all in the book, so that
when Foster and Mai are older they can read it.”
“I have no intention of sharing, even with our children, my
under-the-rose idyl with the loveliest of girls. And when the children
are older, they’ll be far more interested in their own heart secrets
than they are in ours.”
“Still, dear,” she pleaded, “they may hear from others some unkind and
perverted allusions to our story; for you know what foolish things were
said at the time of our marriage.”
“If I remember rightly, some one—was it my mother or Mr. Whitely?”—
“Both,” she answered.
“—spread it abroad that I had trapped an heiress into marriage by means
of an alias.”
“Wasn’t it a delicious version!” she laughed merrily. “But no matter
what’s ever tattled in the future, if Foster and Mai have your journal,
they will always understand it.”
“Maizie,” I urged, “if you let those imps of mischief read of our
childish doings in this old library, they’ll either finish painting the
plates in Kingsborough, or burn the house down in trying to realize an
Inca of Peru at the stake.”
“But I won’t read them those parts,” she promised; “especially if you
write a nice ending, which they’ll like.”
“Won’t it do to add just a paragraph, saying that our fairy godmamma
found and gave you the journal, and that then we ‘lived happily ever
after’?”
“No, Donald,” she begged. “I want the whole story, to match the rest.”
“Five years ago I knew the saddest and most dejected of fellows, whose
misery was so great that he wailed it out on paper. But now I know only
the happiest of mortals, and he cannot write in the lugubrious tone of
yore—unless a lady of his acquaintance will banish him from her
presence or do something else equally joy-destroying.”
“Are you trying to bribe me into giving you a rest from my presence for
a time?”
“Undoubtedly,” I assented. “It’s a fearful strain to live up to you,
and it is beginning to tell on me.”
“If I didn’t know you were teasing, I should really be hurt. But I
should like to ask you one thing.”
“And that is?”
“In your journal—well—of course I know that you were—that I am not—that
your love made you think me what I never was in the least, Donald,” she
faltered, “but still, perhaps—Do you remember what Mr. Blodgett said
about his not giving Mrs. Blodgett for ten of the women he—? I hope you
like my reality as much as your ideal.”
“Haven’t you changed your idea of me, Maizie?”
“Oh yes.”
“And therefore you don’t love me as much?”
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