A moment’s silence ensued, and then you spoke again: “Perhaps there was
a motive that explains it. Please don’t reply, if it is a question I
ought not to put, but after your confidence of last week I feel as if
you had given me the privilege to ask it. I have always thought—or
rather hoped—that you cared for Agnes? If”—
“And so you married me to her in the novel,” I interrupted, in an
effort to change the subject, dreading to what it might lead.
You laughed merrily as you said, “Oh, I’m so glad you spoke of that. I
have often wondered if you recognized the attempted portrait,—which now
I know is not a bit of a likeness,—and have longed to ask you. I never
should have dared to sketch it, but I thought my pen name would conceal
my criminality; and then what a fatality for you to read it! I never
suspected you were the publisher’s reader. What have you thought of
me?”
“That you drew a very pleasant picture of my supposed mental and moral
attainments, at the expense of my ambition and will. My true sympathy,
however, went out to the girl whom you offered up as a heart-restorer
for my earlier attachment.”
“I’m thankful we are in the shadow,” you laughed, “so that my red
cheeks don’t show. You are taking a most thoroughgoing revenge.”
“That was the last thought in my mind.”
“Then, my woman’s curiosity having been appeased, be doubly generous
and spare my absurd blushes. I don’t know when I have been made to feel
so young and foolish.”
“Clearly you are no hardened criminal, Miss Walton. Usually matchmakers
glory in their shame.”
“Perhaps I should if I had not been detected, or if I had succeeded
better.”
“You took, I fear, a difficult subject for what may truly be called
your maiden experiment.”
“Did I not? And yet—You see I recognized potentialities for loving in
you. You can—Ah, you have suggested to me a revenge for your jokes. Did
you—were you the man who coined the phrase that my eyes were too dressy
for the daytime?”
“Yes,” I confessed guiltily, “but”—
“No, don’t dare to try to explain it away,” you ordered. “How could you
say it? We can never be friends, after all.”
Though you spoke in evident gayety, I answered gravely: “You will
forgive me when I tell you that it was to parry a thrust of Mrs.
Polhemus’s at you, and I made a joke of it only because I did not
choose to treat her gibe seriously. I hoped it would not come back to
you.”
“Every friend I have has quoted it, not once, but a dozen times, in my
presence. If you knew how I have been persecuted and teased with that
remark! You are twice the criminal that I have been, for at least my
libel was never published. Yet you are unblushing.”
We both sat silent for a little while, and then you began: “You
interrupted a question of mine just now. Was it a chance or a purposed
diversion? You see,” you added hastily, “I am presuming that henceforth
we are to be candid.”
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