"Forgive me, my André," she said, "I was wrong. In whom should I trust,
to whom confide this thing, except to you? From whom ask counsel?" And
then she went on as though she were speaking to herself, "If he were
ever to apply to him?"
"He! Whom?"
"André, will you swear to me by your love for me, that you will never,
you understand me, never, make the least allusion to what I am going to
tell you?"
"Mother!" I replied, in the same tone of reproach, and then added at
once, to draw her on, "I give you my word of honour!"
"Nor----" she did not pronounce a name, but she pointed anew to the door
of the sick man's room.
"Never."
"You have heard of Edmond Termonde, his brother?" Her voice was lowered,
as though she were afraid of the words she uttered, and now her eyes
only were turned towards the closed door, indicating that she meant the
brother of her husband. I had a vague knowledge of the story; it was of
this brother I had thought when I was reviewing the mental history of my
stepfather's family. I knew that Edmond Termonde had dissipated his
share of the family fortune, no less than 1,200,000 francs, in a few
years; that he had then enlisted, that he had gone on leading a
debauched life in his regiment; that, having no money to come into from
any quarter, and after a heavy loss at cards, he had been tempted into
committing both theft and forgery. Then, finding himself on the brink of
being detected, he had deserted. The end was that he did justice on
himself by drowning himself in the Seine, after he had implored his
brother's forgiveness in terms which proved that some sense of moral
decency still lingered in him. The stolen money was made good by my
stepfather; the scandal was hushed up, thanks to the scoundrel's
disappearance. I had reconstructed the whole story in my mind from the
gossip of my good old nurse, and also from certain traces of it which I
had found in some passages of my father's correspondence. Thus, when my
mother put her question to me in so agitated a way, I supposed she was
about to tell me of family grievances on the part of her husband which
were totally indifferent to me, and it was with a feeling of
disappointment that I asked her:
"Edmond Termonde? The man who killed himself?"
She bent her head to answer, yes, to the first part of my question;
then, in a still lower voice, she said:
"He did not kill himself, he is still alive."
"He is still alive," I repeated, mechanically, and without a notion of
what could be the relation between the existence of this brother and the
tears which I had seen her shed.
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