I had listened to my mother with growing attention. At any period of my
life, I, who had not the same notions of my stepfather's sensitiveness
of feeling which my dear mother entertained, would have been astonished
at the influence exercised by this disgraced brother. There are similar
pests in so many families, that it is plainly to the interest of society
to separate the various representatives of the same name from each
other. At any time I should have doubted whether M. Termonde, a bold and
violent man as I knew him to be, had yielded under the menace of a
scandal whose real importance he would have estimated quite correctly.
Then I would have explained this weakness by the recollections of his
childhood, by a promise made to his dying parents; but now, in the
actual state of my mind, full as I was of the suspicions which had been
occupying my thoughts for weeks, it was inevitable that another idea
should occur to me. And that idea grew, and grew, taking form as my
mother went on speaking. No doubt my face betrayed the dread with which
the notion inspired me, for she interrupted her narrative to ask me:
"Are you feeling ill, André?"
I found strength to answer, "No; I am upset by having found you in
tears. It is nothing."
She believed me; she had just seen me overcome by her emotion; she
kissed me tenderly, and I begged her to continue. She then told me that
one day in the previous week a stranger, coming ostensibly from one of
their friends in London, had asked to see my stepfather. He was ushered
into the hall, and into her presence, and she guessed at once by the
extraordinary agitation which M. Termonde displayed that the man was
Edmond. The two brothers went into my stepfather's private room, while
my mother remained in the hall, half dead with anxiety and suspense,
every now and then hearing the angry tones of their voices, but unable
to distinguish any words. At length the brother came out, through the
hall, and looked at her as he passed by with eyes that transfixed her
with fear.
"And the same evening," she went on, "Jacques took to his bed. Now, do
you understand my despair? Ah, it is not our name that I care for. I
wear myself out with repeating, 'What has this to do with us? How can we
be spattered by this mud?' It is his health, his precious health! The
doctor says that every violent emotion is a dose of poison to him. Ah!"
she cried, with a gesture of despair, "this man will kill him." To hear
that cry, which once again revealed to me the depth of her passion for
my stepfather, to hear it at this moment, and to think what I was
thinking!
"You saw him?" I asked, hardly knowing what I said.
"Have I not told you that he passed by me, there?" and, with terror
depicted in her face, she showed me the place on the carpet.
"And you are sure that the man was his brother?"
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