avowal, extorted by his surprise and terror, the coincidence of date
between this clandestine recall and the assassination of my father
constituted an undeniable proof. I read and re-read those accusing
pages--as I had read and re-read my father's letters written at the same
time--first in the cab, and then in the solitude of my own apartment,
and the horrible plot which had made me fatherless was fully revealed to
me with all its terrible details.
It happened that I was well acquainted with the street in which Jacques
played the part of tempter to Edmond; Joseph Dediot, my former
schoolfellow at Versailles, had a lodging close to it in the Rue Cuvier
for some years after he and I had left school, and I used constantly to
drop in the morning or the afternoon to pass an hour or two with him,
or take him to one of the restaurants on the Quay, from whence we could
look out upon the green water of the Seine, the busy workmen on the
Quay, and the long line of boats. Often and gaily had I trodden that
pavement on which the two accomplices walked while they were keeping
their rendezvous of crime. How plainly I saw them, coming and going
between the gas lamps! I heard the sound of their footsteps, I
distinguished the voice of the man who was to be my stepfather. That
insinuating and impassioned voice uttered words fraught with
consequences to the whole of my life, words which were the death-warrant
of my father and also of my aunt; for the malady that killed her had its
origin in grief. I, myself, had suffered severely in my childhood, was
suffering cruelly at this very moment on account of the words spoken in
that place. And then there came to me an equally distinct vision of the
infamous scoundrel whose bite still made it painful for me to move my
left shoulder. I saw him arranging his disordered dress after I had left
his room, strapping his trunks, calling the waiter, asking for his bill,
paying it with one of the notes which I had flung to him, and leaving
the house. His luggage was hoisted up on the carriage, and he was driven
off in haste to a railway station--no doubt that of Le Nord, because it
is nearest to the frontier. He took the first train and departed, and
never more should I hold him at my mercy. Again rage seized upon me! He
had not yet had time to get very far away. What if I were to go to the
Prefecture de Police? My description of him would be sufficient; he
would be arrested. I had sworn to him by my father's memory that I would
let him go free. Well, what then? An oath to such a wretch! He would be
arrested; they would be arrested--and my mother? What of her? For the
first time since the suspicion of the fatal truth had dawned upon me, I
recoiled from the thought of her. At the moment my anger burned so
fiercely at the image of the escaping murderer, that I reproached
myself, as though it were a weakness, for the filial pity which had
induced me to sacrifice one-half of my vengeance to the peace of my
dearly-beloved mother.
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