"Unless, indeed, that----" This letter was written on the first Sunday
in June, 1864; and on the following Thursday, four days later, he who
had written it, and had suffered all it revealed, went out to the
appointment at which he met with his mysterious death, that death by
which his wife was set free to marry his felon friend. What was the
idea, as dreadful, as infamous as the idea of which my father accused
himself in his terrible last letter, that flashed across me now? I
placed the packet of papers upon the mantelpiece, and pressed my two
hands to my head, as though to still the tempest of cruel fancies which
made it throb with fever. Ah, the hideous, nameless thing! My mind got a
glimpse of it only to reject it. But, had not my aunt also been assailed
by the same monstrous suspicion? A number of small facts rose up in my
memory, and convinced me that my father's faithful sister had been a
prey to the same idea which had just laid hold of me so strongly. How
many strange things I now understood, all in a moment! On that day when
she told me of my mother's second marriage, and I spontaneously uttered
the accursed name of Termonde, why had she asked me, in a trembling
voice: "What do you know?" What was it she feared that I had guessed?
What dreadful information did she expect to receive from my childish
observation of things? Afterwards, and when she implored me to abandon
the task of avenging our beloved dead, when she quoted to me the sacred
words, "Vengeance is mine, saith the Lord," who were the guilty ones
whom she foresaw I must meet on my path? When she entreated me to bear
with my stepfather, even to conciliate him, not to make an enemy of him,
had her advice any object except the greater ease of my daily life, or
did she think danger might come to me from that quarter? When she became
more afraid for me, owing to the weakening of her brain by illness, and
again and again enjoined upon me to beware of going out alone in the
evening, was the vision of terror that came to her that of a hand which
would fain strike me in the dark--the same hand that had struck my
father? When she summoned up all her strength in her last moments, that
she might destroy this correspondence, what was the clue which she
supposed the letters would furnish? A terrific light shone upon me; what
my aunt had perceived beyond the plain purport of the letters, I too
perceived. Ah! I dared to entertain this idea, yet now I am ashamed to
write it down. But could I have escaped from the hard logic of the
situation? If my aunt had handed over those letters to the Judge of
Instruction in the matter, would he not have arrived at the same
conclusion that I drew from them? No, I could not. A man who has no
known enemies is assassinated; it is alleged that robbery is not the
motive of the murder; his wife has a lover, and shortly after the death
of her husband she marries that lover. "But it is they--it is they who
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