The Story of Anna Kingsford and Edward Maitland and of the new Gospel of InterpretationMaitland, Edward
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The Story of Anna Kingsford and Edward Maitland and of the new Gospel of Interpretation
Maitland, Edward
Kingsford, Anna Bonus, 1846-1888; Mysticism
It seemed to me that I was sole spectator in some circus or
hippodrome. And in the arena were some horses, seven in number,
harnessed to a common centre, but all facing in different
directions like the spokes of a wheel, and pulling frantically, so
that the vehicle to which they were attached remained stationary
between them, through their counterbalancing each other; while at
the same time it seemed as if it must presently be dragged asunder
into pieces. On looking at it more closely, the vehicle seemed to
become a person who was attempting to drive the horses, but was
unable to get them into a line; and, strange to say, the driver was
one and identical both with the horses and the vehicle, so that it
was a living person who was in danger of being torn asunder by
creatures who were in reality himself. While wondering what this
meant, some one addressed me and said that if I would do any good,
I must help to control and direct the animals which were thus
pulling their owner asunder. And that the only way to do this was
by so disposing myself that I should be at one and the same time in
the centre with the driver, to help him to curb and direct his
steeds, and outside at their heads in order to compel their
submission. And not only must I be indifferent to their ramping and
chafing, I must even suffer myself to be struck and wounded and
trampled upon to any extent without flinching; for only when I was
so unconscious of self as to be indifferent as to what might happen
to me, would they cease to have power against me. And the reason
why I must be also in the centre was that only there could I
effectually co-operate with the driver to enable him to do his part
in directing what in reality were the forces, as yet unbroken in,
of his own system, into the road it was necessary for us both to
follow. We were destined to be fellow-travellers, and our journey
was to be made together and with that team. It could not be made by
one of us without the other, and the failure to effect a complete
conjunction and co-operation would bring certain ruin to the hopes
of both of us and of all who looked to us. The owner of the horses,
I was assured, could not of himself control them, and I could only
enable him to do so by an absolute surrender of myself.
Applying this vision to the situation, the moral was obvious so far as I
was concerned, and I wondered whether "Mary" would receive anything
equally suggestive for herself. In the morning, after remaining
unusually late in her room, she silently handed me the following account
of an experience which had similarly and simultaneously been received by
her:--
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