England -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Runaway children -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
"Do you know," I said, innocently enough, "I don't think she does love
Mr Lister very much."
His eyes flashed as he looked at me; but he made no reply, and only sat
gazing before him in a wistful, saddened way that I did not comprehend
then as I went on chatting to him.
"No, I shall not tell her--I couldn't," I said. "It would be too mean,
and yet it would be horrible for her to marry such a man as that. Have
you seen him, since, Hallett?"
"Seen him?--Since? No, Antony, I have not been to the office since that
night. I could never go there again."
I looked at him anxiously, for his ways and looks were very strange; but
I attributed everything to anxiety on Linny's behalf, and we very soon
changed the topic; and after hearing the last account about Linny, I
rose to go, Hallett coming downstairs, and out into the starlit street,
walking a few hundred yards with me towards my lodgings, before finally
taking his leave, and going thoughtfully away.
CHAPTER FORTY THREE.
A SCENE.
I have often thought since upon the magnanimity of Hallett's character.
Loving Miss Carr, as he did, with a passionate, hopeless love, he knew
her to be engaged to John Lister, and feeling bound in honour to be just
to the man he served, he crushed down his passion, and hid it in his
breast. Hopeless he knew it was, from his position; but, however
hopeless, it must have been agony to him to hear of his rival's success.
How much greater, then, must his sufferings have been when he found
that the man to whom the woman he adored had promised to give her hand
was a scoundrel of the basest kind!
He loved her so well that her future happiness must have been his
constant thought, and now he learned that she was bound to the man who
cared so little for the treasure of her love that he was ready to engage
in any intrigue; while the very fact that the object chosen for this
cruel intrigue was Hallett's own sister must have been maddening.
He must have felt fettered by his position, for he could not accuse John
Lister to the woman he loved. He felt that he was too full of
self-interest, and besides, how could he speak words that would inflict
such a sorrow upon the peaceful life of Miriam Carr?
No: he felt bound in honour to be silent, and, crushing down his love
and his honest indignation against John Lister, he sought employment
elsewhere, and spent his leisure in keeping watch over his home.
He took one step, though, that I did not know of till long afterwards;
he wrote to John Lister, telling him that his perfidy was known, and
uttering so fierce a warning against him if he pursued Linny, or even
wrote to her again, that the careful watch and ward kept over the house
in Great Ormond Street proved to be unnecessary, for the sensual tiger,
foiled in his spring, had slunk away.
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