England -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Runaway children -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
"Yes, yes," he whispered, cowering lower before her; "you were all that
is good and true, and I was base; but, Miriam, I have repented so
bitterly of my sin."
"When I found that you did not love me, John Lister, but that it was
only a passing fancy fed by the thought of my wealth--"
"Oh, no, no, no! I was not mercenary," he cried.
"Is your repentance no more sincere than that?" she said sadly; "I know
but too well, John Lister, that you loved my fortune better than you
loved me."
"Oh, Miriam!" he exclaimed appealingly.
"Hear my answer!" she said, speaking as if she had not caught his last
words.
"Yes," he cried, striving to catch her hand, but without success. "It
is life or death to me. I cannot live without your love."
"John Lister," she said, and every tone of her sweet pure voice seemed
to ring through the stillness of that room as I realised more and more
the treasure he had cast away. "You are a young man yet, and you may
live to learn what the love of a woman really is. Once given, it is
beyond recall. The tender plant I would have given, you crushed beneath
your heel. That love, as it sprang up again, I gave to Stephen Hallett,
who holds it still."
He started from her with a look of awe upon his face, as she crossed her
hands upon her breast and stood looking upward: "For he is not dead, but
sleeping; and I--I am waiting for the time when I may join him, where
the weary are at rest."
She ceased speaking, and John Lister slowly rose from his knee, white
with disappointment and rage, for he had anticipated an easy conquest.
He looked at her, as she was standing with her eyes closed, and a rapt
expression of patient sorrow upon her beautiful face. Then, turning to
me with a furiously vindictive look upon his face, he clenched his
fists.
"This is your doing," he hissed; "but my day will come, Antony Grace,
and then we'll see."
He rushed from the room, choking with impotent fury, and nearly running
against Hetty, who was coming in.
I was frightened, for there was a strange look in Miriam Carr's face,
and I caught her hands in mine.
"Send for help, Hetty," I cried excitedly; "she is ill."
"No, no," Miss Carr answered, unclosing her eyes; "I often feel like
that. Hetty, dear, help me to my room; I shall be better there."
I hastened to hold the door open as Miriam Carr went towards it, leaning
on Hetty's arm, and as they reached me Miss Carr turned, placed her arms
round my neck, and kissed me tenderly as a mother might her son. Then,
as I stood there gazing through a veil of tears at which I felt no
shame, the words that I had heard her utter seemed to weigh me down with
a burden of sorrow that seemed greater than I could bear. I felt as if
a dark cloud was coming down upon my life, and that dark cloud came, for
before a year had passed away, Hetty and I--by her father's dying wish,
young wife and young husband--stood together looking down upon the newly
planted flowers close beside poor Hallett's grave.
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