reminding one of a Mater Dolorosa as with bitter tears she assisted at
her daughter's deep humiliation. Just as this sad little group neared
the Portiuncula the girl stopped as though her strength were
exhausted, when the mother, choked by sobs, lifted the heavy masses of
her daughter's hair and tried to raise her from the ground. The
pilgrims pressed round singing "Evviva Maria e Chi la creò" until the
sound became deafening, while the men struck the ground almost angrily
with their sticks, and at last the girl still licking the ground
crawled forward once again. When she reached the altar of the
Portiuncula she stretched out one hand and touched the iron gates, and
then like a worm rearing itself in the air and turning from side to
side, she dragged herself on to her knees. As consciousness returned
and the Southern blood coursed again like fire through her veins, she
started to her feet and with wild cries entreated San Francesco to
hear her, beating the gates with her hands and swaying from side to
side. The cry of a wounded animal might recall to one's memory the
prayer of that young girl, storming heaven with notes of passionate
entreaty wrung from a soul in great mental agony. Other penitents came
up to take her place almost pushing her out of the chapel. We last saw
her fast asleep on the steps of a side altar curled up like a tired
dog, but on her face was an expression of great calm as though she had
indeed found the peace sought in so repulsive and terrible a manner.
Silently we left the church and turned towards Assisi, breathing with
joy the pure air and looking long at the hills lying so calm and clear
around us. Next day, the 31st of July, there was an excited feeling in
the town, not among the Umbrians, for they take the annual feast of
the "Perdono" quietly enough, but among the pilgrims, who having now
arrived in hundreds and paid their first visit to the franciscan
churches of the hill and of the plain, stood about in the lower piazza
of San Francesco waiting with evident impatience for the opening of
the feast of the afternoon. We caught their feeling of expectation and
found it impossible to do aught else than watch the people from the
balcony, and then we went down and wandered about among them. There
were such tired groups of women under the _loggie_ of the piazza,
leaning back in the shadow of the arches with their shawls drawn
across their faces to shut out the glare of the August sun. A crowd of
girls rested on the little patch of grass near the church, some
eating their bread, others sleepily watching the constant passage of
people in and out of the church; for long spaces they sat silent,
listlessly waiting, then suddenly one among them would rise and sing a
southern song, sounding so strange in Umbria. Her companions, casting
off the desire to sleep, joined in the chorus until the song was ended
and they once more became silent watchers. The shadows began to deepen
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