The story of Don Miff : $b as told by his friend John Bouche Whacker: a symphony of lifeDabney, Virginius
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The story of Don Miff : $b as told by his friend John Bouche Whacker: a symphony of life
Dabney, Virginius
Richmond (Va.) -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
What would he do? What would he say? A thousand possibilities had been
dancing through Mary’s mind.
First and foremost, would he recant?
Inconceivable! Still, this hope refused to vanish.
Would he be violent? Would his reply be a burst of fierce indignation?
Very likely. Yes, that was just what one might expect from such a man.
Would he be sarcastic? Will he sneer at a religion which can make me
break my word? That was what she dreaded most of all. Not, oh male
reader (if I shall have any such), not lest his flings and gibes should
wound _her_. If you think that, sir, you have never penetrated into the
mysteries of the female heart. It was a dread lest he—lest HE should
descend to such weapons,—lest this soaring eagle of her imagination
should stoop to be a mousing owl. A Hero may not use poisoned arrows;
least of all against a woman. She had never known the Don to use a
sarcastic word. He was too earnest, too fearfully earnest to be
satirical. He left that to triflers, male and female. He was never
witty, even. He is above it, Mary used to say, within her heart, with
that blessed alchemy whereby women know how to convert into virtues the
blemishes of those whom they love. No, thought she; let him upbraid me;
let him tell me that I have been false to my word; let him even say that
I have proven myself unworthy to link my destiny with his (and am I
worthy of the homage of such a heart? Did not even unsentimental Alice
say that a true woman would follow the man she loved to the ends of the
earth?); no; let him cover me with fierce reproaches,—but let him not
be little! It is enough, and more than enough, that I have to give him
up. Let his image remain untarnished in my heart!
Or, would his letter be a broken-hearted wail? She hoped not,—so she
said, at least; and let us try to believe her.
Pressing her hand upon her heart for a moment, to calm its tumultuous
throbbing, she broke the seal of the letter, took in the first page at
one mad, ravenous glance, and the hand that held the sheet fell upon her
lap.
No sarcasms, no fierce reproaches, no wail of a broken heart!—no
anything that she had thought possible.
Brief, yet not curt, he accepted her decree without a murmur; as though
a prisoner bowed in silence under the sentence of the judge. No
commonplace, no rhetoric; no trace of feeling; and yet no flippant
suggestion of the want of it. In a word, his letter was an absolutely
impenetrable veil. As though he had not written. Mary was stunned.
She had seen, as she drew the letter from the envelope, that the top of
the second page contained little more than the signature. She had not
strength, just yet, to read the dozen concluding words. She leaned back
upon the bench, resting her poor, dizzy head upon her hand. She heard
nothing, saw nothing. Yet there was something to see and something to
hear.
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