Can any one whose soul has been filled with legends ever free himself
from their dominion? The night wind howls outside, the trees whip the
pillars of the balcony with their stiff branches, the sky arches darkly
over the far-stretching hills, and I, who sit alone in the night and
write, with the lamp lighted and the curtain drawn, I, who am old and
ought to be sensible, feel the same shudder creeping up my back as when I
first heard this story, and I have to keep lifting my eyes from my work
to be certain that no one has come in and hidden himself in that further
corner; I have to look out on the balcony to see if there is not a black
head looking over the railing. This fright never leaves me when the night
is dark and solitude deep; and it becomes at last so dreadful that I must
throw aside my pen, creep down in my bed and draw the blanket up over my
eyes.
It was the great, secret wonder of my childhood that Ulrika Dillner
survived that afternoon. I should never have done so.
I hope, dear friends, that you may never see the tears of old eyes. And
that you may not have to stand helpless when a gray head leans against
your breast for support, or when old hands are clasped about yours in
a silent prayer. May you never see the old sunk in a sorrow which you
cannot comfort.
What is the grief of the young? They have strength, they have hope. But
what suffering it is when the old weep; what despair when they, who have
always been the support of your young days, sink into helpless wailing.
There sat Anna Stjärnhök and listened to old Ulrika, and she saw no way
out for her.
The old woman wept and trembled. Her eyes were wild. She talked and
talked, sometimes quite incoherently, as if she did not know where she
was. The thousand wrinkles which crossed her face were twice as deep as
usual, the false curls, which hung down over her eyes, were straightened
by her tears, and her whole long, thin body was shaken with sobs.
At last Anna had to put an end to the wailings. She had made up her mind.
She was going to take her back with her to Berga. Of course, she was
Sintram’s wife, but she could not remain at Fors. He would drive her mad
if she stayed with him. Anna Stjärnhök had decided to take old Ulrika
away.
Ah, how the poor thing rejoiced, and yet trembled at this decision! But
she never would dare to leave her husband and her home. He would perhaps
send the big black dog after her.
But Anna Stjärnhök conquered her resistance, partly by jests, partly
by threats, and in half an hour she had her beside her in the sledge.
Anna was driving herself, and old Disa was in the shafts. The road was
wretched, for it was late in March; but it did old Ulrika good to drive
once more in the well-known sledge, behind the old horse who had been a
faithful servant at Berga almost as long as she.
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