The young organ-builder was just as careless and gay as ever, and doled
out smiles and services to all these languishing women, who quarrelled
over him when he was away at his work. And at last the day came when he
had to leave.
The carriage stood before the door. His bag had been tied on behind, and
the young man said farewell. He kissed Madame Moreus’ hand and took the
weeping girls in his arms and kissed them on the cheek. He wept himself
at being obliged to go, for he had had a pleasant summer in the little
gray cottage. At the last he looked around for Mamselle Marie.
She came down the narrow attic-stairs in her best array. The guitar
hung about her neck on a broad, green-silk ribbon, and in her hand she
held a bunch of damask roses, for this year her mother’s rose-bushes had
blossomed. She stood before the young man, struck the guitar and sang:—
“Thou goest far from us. Ah! welcome again!
Hear the voice of my friendship, which greets thee.
Be happy: forget not a true, loving friend
Who in Värmland’s forests awaits thee!”
Thereupon she put the flowers in his buttonhole and kissed him square on
the mouth. Yes, and then she vanished up the attic stairs again, the old
apparition.
Love had revenged himself on her and made her a spectacle for all men.
But she never again complained of him. She never laid away the guitar,
and never forgot to water her mother’s rose-bushes.
She had learned to cherish Love with all his pain, his tears, his longing.
“Better to be sorrowful with him than happy without him,” she said.
* * * * *
The time passed. The major’s wife at Ekeby was driven out, the pensioners
came to power, and it so happened, as has been described, that Gösta
Berling one Sunday evening read a poem aloud to the countess at Borg, and
afterwards was forbidden by her to show himself in her house.
It is said that when Gösta shut the hall-door after him he saw several
sledges driving up to Borg. He cast a glance on the little lady who sat
in the first sledge. Gloomy as the hour was for him, it became still
more gloomy at the sight. He hurried away not to be recognized, but
forebodings of disaster filled his soul. Had the conversation in there
conjured up this woman? One misfortune always brings another.
But the servants hurried out, the shawls and furs were thrown on one
side. Who had come? Who was the little lady who stood up in the sledge?
Ah, it is really she herself, Märta Dohna, the far-famed countess!
She was the gayest and most foolish of women. Joy had lifted her on
high on his throne and made her his queen. Games and laughter were her
subjects. Music and dancing and adventure had been her share when the
lottery of life was drawn.
She was not far now from her fiftieth year, but she was one of the wise,
who do not count the years. “He whose foot is not ready to dance, or
mouth to laugh,” she said, “he is old. He knows the terrible weight of
years, not I.”
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