“Ah,” says the countess. “Yes, then your wife is in good keeping, Henrik.
We might as well go straight home.”
On the barge there was no such great joy as Countess Märta believed. As
long as the yellow coach was in sight, the frightened young woman shrank
together on the load motionless and silent, staring at the shore.
Probably she first recognized the pensioners when she had seen the yellow
coach drive away. She started up. It was as if she wanted to escape
again, but she was stopped by the one standing nearest, and she sank back
on the load with a faint moan.
The pensioners dared not speak to her nor ask her any questions. She
looked as if on the verge of madness.
Their careless heads began verily to be heavy with responsibility. This
iron was already a heavy load for unaccustomed shoulders, and now they
had to watch over a young, high-born lady, who had run away from her
husband.
When they had met this young woman at the balls of the winter, one and
another of them had thought of a little sister whom he had once loved.
When he played and romped with that sister he needed to handle her
carefully, and when he talked with her he had learned to be careful not
to use bad words. If a strange boy had chased her too wildly in their
play or had sung coarse songs for her, he had thrown himself on him with
boundless fury and almost pounded the life out of him, for his little
sister should never hear anything bad nor suffer any pain nor ever be met
with anger and hate.
Countess Elizabeth had been like a joyous sister to them all. When she
had laid her little hands in their hard fists, it had been as if she
had said: “Feel how fragile I am, but you are my big brother; you shall
protect me both from others and from yourself.” And they had been courtly
knights as long as they had been with her.
Now the pensioners looked upon her with terror, and did not quite
recognize her. She was worn and thin, her neck was without roundness, her
face transparent. She must have struck herself during her wanderings, for
from a little wound on her temple blood was trickling, and her curly,
light hair, which shaded her brow, was sticky with it. Her dress was
soiled from her long walk on the wet paths, and her shoes were muddy. The
pensioners had a dreadful feeling that this was a stranger. The Countess
Elizabeth they knew never had such wild, glittering eyes. Their poor
little sister had been hunted nearly to madness. It was as if a soul come
down from other spaces was struggling with the right soul for the mastery
of her tortured body.
But there was no need for them to worry over what they should do with
her. The old thought soon waked in her. Temptation had come to her again.
God wished to try her once more. See, she is among friends; does she
intend to leave the path of the penitent?
She rises and cries that she must go.
The pensioners try to calm her. They told her that she was safe. They
would protect her from all persecution.
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