Oh, Eros, women love you. They would rather go a hundred steps for you
than one for other gods.
In the deanery at Bro the rooms are emptied, the kitchen is emptied, the
larder is emptied. Wagons are piled up and driven to the vicarage. When
the dean comes home from the communion service, he will find empty rooms,
look in through the kitchen door to ask after his dinner and find no one
there. No dinner, no wife, no maids! What was to be done?
Eros has so wished it.
A little later in the afternoon the heavy coach comes clattering up Broby
hill. And the little lady sits and wonders if any new mischance shall
happen, if it is really true that she is now going to meet her life’s
only joy.
Then the coach swings into the vicarage, there comes some one, there he
comes. He lifts her out of the carriage, he takes her on his arm, strong
as ever, she is clasped in an embrace as warm as of old, forty years ago.
She looks into his eyes; which glow as they did when they had only seen
five and twenty summers.
A storm of emotion comes over her—warmer than ever. She remembers that he
once carried her up the steps to the terrace. She, who believed that her
love had lived all these years, had forgotten what it was to be clasped
in strong arms, to look into young, glowing eyes.
She does not see that he is old. She only sees his eyes.
She does not see the black floors, the mildewed ceilings, she only sees
his glowing eyes. The Broby clergyman is a stately man, a handsome man in
that hour. He grows handsome when he looks at her.
She hears his voice, his dear, strong voice; caressingly it sounds. He
only speaks so to her. Why did he need furniture from the deanery for his
empty rooms; why food, why servants? The old lady would never have missed
anything. She hears his voice and sees his eyes.
Never, never before has she been so happy.
She knows that he has been married, but she does not remember it. How
could she remember such a thing? She is twenty, he twenty-five. Shall he
become the mean Broby clergyman, that smiling youth? The wailing of the
poor, the curses of the defrauded, the scornful gibes, the caricatures,
the sneers, all that as yet does not exist for him. His heart burns only
with a pure and innocent love. Never shall that proud youth love gold so
that he will creep after it in the dirt, beg it from the wayfarer, suffer
humiliation, suffer disgrace, suffer cold, suffer hunger to get it. Shall
he starve his child, torture his wife, for that same miserable gold? It
is impossible. Such he can never be. He is a good man like all others. He
is not a monster.
The beloved of his youth does not walk by the side of a despised wretch,
unworthy of the profession he has dared to undertake!
Oh, Eros, not that evening! That evening he is not the Broby clergyman,
nor the next day either, nor the day after.
The day after that she goes.
What a dream, what a beautiful dream! For these three days not a cloud!
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