“I have been an industrious worker and a kind master,” he says. “I
have loved my wife like my right hand. I have not let my children grow
up without discipline and care. I have not drunk. I have not moved my
boundary line. I have not hurried my horse up the hills. I have not let
the cows starve in winter. I have not let the sheep be tortured by their
wool in summer.”
And round about him the weeping servants repeat like an echo: “He has
been a kind master. He has not hurried the horse up the hills, nor let
the sheep sweat in their wool in summer.”
But through the door unnoticed a poor man has come in to ask for a little
food. He also hears the words of the dying man from where he stands
silent by the door.
And the sick man resumes: “I have opened up the forest, I have drained
the meadows. I drove the plough in straight furrows. I built three times
as big a barn for three times as big a harvest as in my father’s time.
Of shining money I had three silver goblets made; my father only made
one. God shall give me a good place in his heaven.”
“Our Lord will receive our master well,” say the servants.
The man by the door hears the words, and terror fills him who for five
long years has been God’s plaything.
He goes up to the sick man and takes his hand.
“Friend, friend,” he says, and his voice trembles, “have you considered
who the Lord is before whose face you soon must appear? He is a great
God, a terrible God. The earth is his pasture. The storm his horse. Wide
heavens shake under the weight of his foot. And you stand before him and
say: ‘I have ploughed straight furrows, I have sowed rye, I have chopped
wood.’ Will you praise yourself to him and compare yourself to him? You
do not know how mighty the Lord is to whose kingdom you are going.
“Do not come before your God with big words!” continues the wayfarer.
“The mighty on the earth are like threshed-out straw in his barn.
His day’s work is to make suns. He has dug out oceans and raised up
mountains. Bend before him! Lie low in the dust before your Lord, your
God! Catch like a child at the hem of his garment and beg for protection!
Humble yourself before your Creator!”
The sick man’s eyes stand wide-open, his hands are clasped, but his face
lights up and the rattling ceases.
“Soul, soul,” cries the man, “as surely as you now in your last hour
humble yourself before your God, will he take you like a child on his arm
and carry you into the glory of his heaven.”
The old man gives a last sigh, and all is over. Captain Lennart bends his
head and prays. Every one in the room prays with heavy sighs.
When they look up the old peasant lies in quiet peace. His eyes seem
still to shine with the reflection of glorious visions, his mouth smiles,
his face is beautiful. He has seen God.
“He has seen God,” says the son, and closes the dead man’s eyes.
“He saw heaven opening,” sob the children and servants.
The old wife lays her shaking hand on Captain Lennart’s.
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