Marianne saw her parents walking together in the garden. It was always so
now. He never went out alone, grumbled at guests and at everything which
separated him from his wife. Old age had come upon him. He could not
bring himself to write a letter; his wife had to do it. He never decided
anything by himself, but asked her about everything and let it be as she
decided. And he was always gentle and kind. He noticed the change which
had come over him, and how happy his wife was. “She is well off now,” he
said one day to Marianne, and pointed to Madame Gustava.
“Oh, dear Melchior,” she cried, “you know very well that I would rather
have you strong again.”
And she really meant it. It was her joy to speak of him as he was in the
days of his strength. She told how he held his own in riot and revel as
well as any of the Ekeby pensioners, how he had done good business and
earned much money, just when she thought that he in his madness would
lose house and lands. But Marianne knew that she was happy in spite of
all her complaints. To be everything to her husband was enough for her.
They both looked old, prematurely broken. Marianne thought that she
could see their future life. He would get gradually weaker and weaker;
other strokes would make him more helpless, and she would watch over him
until death parted them. But the end might be far distant. Madame Gustava
could enjoy her happiness in peace still for a time. It must be so,
Marianne thought. Life owed her some compensation.
For her too it was better. No fretting despair forced her to marry to get
another master. Her wounded heart had found peace. She had to acknowledge
that she was a truer, richer, nobler person than before; what could she
wish undone of what had happened? Was it true that all suffering was
good? Could everything be turned to happiness? She had begun to consider
everything good which could help to develop her to a higher degree of
humanity. The old songs were not right. Sorrow was not the only lasting
thing. She would now go out into the world and look about for some place
where she was needed. If her father had been in his old mood, he would
never have allowed her to break her engagement. Now Madame Gustava had
arranged the matter. Marianne had even been allowed to give Baron Adrian
the money he needed.
She could think of him too with pleasure, she would be free from him.
With his bravery and love of life he had always reminded her of Gösta;
now she should see him glad again. He would again be that sunny knight
who had come in his glory to her father’s house. She would get him lands
where he could plough and dig as much as his heart desired, and she would
see him lead a beautiful bride to the altar.
With such thoughts she sits down and writes to give him back his
freedom. She writes gentle, persuasive words, sense wrapped up in jests,
and yet so that he must understand how seriously she means it.
While she writes she hears hoof-beats on the road.
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