“There are many, Gösta, who would have liked to be your wife out of love;
but it is not so with me. If I loved you I should not dare to speak as I
am speaking now. For myself I would never ask such a thing, Gösta; but
do you see, I can do it for the sake of the child. You must understand
what I mean to beg of you. Of course it is a great degradation for you,
since I am an unmarried woman who has a child. I did not think that you
would be willing to do it because you are worse than others; although,
yes, I did think of that too. But first I thought that you could be
willing, because you are kind, Gösta, because you are a hero and can
sacrifice yourself. But it is perhaps too much to ask. Perhaps such a
thing would be impossible for a man. If you despise me too much, if it is
too loathsome for you to give your name to another man’s child, say so!
I shall not be angry. I understand that it is too much to ask; but the
child is sick, Gösta. It is cruel at his baptism not to be able to give
the name of his mother’s husband.”
He, hearing her, experienced the same feeling as when that spring day he
had put her on land and left her to her fate. Now he had to help her to
ruin her life, her whole future life. He who loved her had to do it.
“I will do everything you wish, countess,” he said.
The next day he spoke to the dean at Bro, for there the banns were to be
called.
The good old dean was much moved by his story, and promised to take all
the responsibility of giving her away.
“Yes,” he said, “you must help her, Gösta, otherwise she might become
insane. She thinks that she has injured the child by depriving it of its
position in life. She has a most sensitive conscience, that woman.”
“But I know that I shall make her unhappy,” cried Gösta.
“That you must not do, Gösta. You must be a sensible man now, with wife
and child to care for.”
The dean had to journey down to Svartsjö and speak to both the minister
there and the judge. The end of it all was that the next Sunday, the
first of September, the banns were called in Svartsjö between Gösta
Berling and Elizabeth von Thurn.
Then the child’s mother was carried with the greatest care to Ekeby, and
there the child was baptized.
The dean talked to her, and told her that she could still recall her
decision to marry such a man as Gösta Berling. She ought to first write
to her father.
“I cannot repent,” she said; “think if my child should die before it had
a father.”
When the banns had been thrice asked, the child’s mother had been well
and up several days. In the afternoon the dean came to Ekeby and married
her to Gösta Berling. But no one thought of it as a wedding. No guests
were invited. They only gave the child a father, nothing more.
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