“And now you may believe what evil you like of us pensioners; but to her
we have done what good we could. And it is thanks to her that you have
not all been killed to-night. But now I tell you: let her go, and go
yourselves, or I think the earth will open and swallow you up. And as you
go, pray God to forgive you for having frightened and grieved one who is
so good and innocent. And now be off! We have had enough of you!”
Long before he had finished speaking, those who had carried out the
countess had put her down on one of the stone steps; and now a big
peasant came thoughtfully up to her and stretched out his great hand.
“Thank you, and good-night,” he said. “We wish you no harm, countess.”
After him came another and shook her hand. “Thanks, and good-night. You
must not be angry with us!”
Gösta sprang down and placed himself beside her. Then they took his hand
too.
So they came forward slowly, one after another, to bid them good-night
before they went. They were once more subdued; again were they human
beings, as they were when they left their homes that morning, before
hunger and revenge had made them wild beasts.
They looked in the countess’s face, and Gösta saw that the innocence and
gentleness they saw there brought tears into the eyes of many. There was
in them all a silent adoration of the noblest they had ever seen.
They could not all shake her hand. There were so many, and the young
woman was tired and weak. But they all came and looked at her, and could
take Gösta’s hand,—his arm could stand a shaking.
Gösta stood as if in a dream. That evening a new love sprang up in his
heart.
“Oh, my people,” he thought, “oh, my people, how I love you!” He felt how
he loved all that crowd who were disappearing into the darkness with the
dead girl at the head of the procession, with their coarse clothes and
evil-smelling shoes; those who lived in the gray huts at the edge of the
wood; those who could not write and often not read; those who had never
known the fulness and richness of life, only the struggle for their daily
bread.
He loved them with a painful, burning tenderness which forced the tears
from his eyes. He did not know what he wanted to do for them, but he
loved them, each and all, with their faults, their vices and their
weaknesses. Oh, Lord God, if the day could come when he too should be
loved by them!
He awoke from his dream; his wife laid her hand on his arm. The people
were gone. They were alone on the steps.
“Oh, Gösta, Gösta, how could you!”
She put her hands before her face and wept.
“It is true what I said,” he cried. “I have never promised the broom-girl
to marry her. ‘Come here next Friday, and you shall see something funny!’
was all I ever said to her. It is not my fault that she cared for me.”
“Oh, it was not that; but how could you say to the people that I was
good and pure? Gösta, Gösta! Do you not know that I loved you when I had
no right to do it? I was ashamed, Gösta! I was ready to die of shame!”
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