He did no harm, and worked hard. Still he was not liked, for he thought
evil of everybody. He felt himself like a hated stranger. Now the forest
animals were his enemies. The mountain, which shut out the sun, and the
swamp, which sent up the mist, were his foes. The forest is a terrible
place for one who has evil thoughts.
He who will live in the wilderness should have bright memories. Otherwise
he sees only murder and oppression among plants and animals, just as he
had seen it before among men. He expects evil from everything he meets.
The soldier, Jan Hök, could not explain what was the matter with him; but
he felt that nothing went well with him. There was little peace in his
home. His sons who grew up there were strong, but wild. They were hardy
and brave men, but they too lived at enmity with all men.
His wife was tempted by her sorrow to seek out the secrets of the
wilderness. In swamp and thicket she gathered healing herbs. She could
cure sickness, and give advice to those who were crossed in love. She won
fame as a witch, and was shunned, although she did much good.
One day the wife tried to speak to her husband of his trouble.
“Ever since you went to the war,” she said, “you have been so changed.
What did they do to you there?”
Then he rose up, and was ready to strike her; and so it was every time
she spoke of the war, he became mad with rage. From no one could he bear
to hear the word war, and it soon became known. So people were careful of
that subject.
But none of his brothers in arms could say that he had done more harm
than others. He had fought like a good soldier. It was only all the
dreadful things he had seen which had frightened him so that since then
he saw nothing but evil. All his trouble came from the war. He thought
that all nature hated him, because he had had a share in such things.
They who knew more could console themselves that they had fought for
fatherland and honor. What did he know of such things? He only felt that
everything hated him because he had shed blood and done much injury.
When the major’s wife was driven from Ekeby, he lived alone in his
cottage. His wife was dead and his sons away. During the fairs his house
was always full of guests. Black-haired, swarthy gypsies put up there.
They like those best whom others avoid. Small, long-haired horses climbed
up the wood path, dragging carts loaded with children and bundles of
rags. Women, prematurely old, with features swollen by smoking and
drinking, and men with pale, sharp faces and sinewy bodies followed the
carts. When the gypsies came to the forest cottage, there was a merry
life there. Brandy and cards and loud talking followed with them. They
had much to tell of thefts and horse-dealing and bloody fights.
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