“‘When the major’s wife left Ekeby,’ continued Anna Lisa, ‘she told me
to see after her house. And if I had found father’s money, I would have
built up Ekeby. But as I did not find anything else to take away with me,
I took father’s shame heap; for great shame awaits me when my mistress
comes again and asks me what I have done with Ekeby.’
“‘Don’t take so much to heart what is not your fault, Anna Lisa,’ said
Beerencreutz again.
“‘But I did not take the shame heap for myself alone,’ said Anna Lisa. ‘I
took it also for your reckoning, good gentlemen. Father is not the only
one who has been the cause of shame and injury in this world.’
“And she went from one to the other of them, and laid down some of the
dry sticks before each. Some of them swore, but most of them let her go
on. At last Beerencreutz said, calmly:—
“‘It is well. We thank you. You may go now.’ When she had gone, he struck
the table with his clenched hand till the glasses rang.
“‘From this hour,’ he said, ‘absolutely sober. Brandy shall never again
cause me such shame.’ Thereupon he rose and went out.
“They followed him by degrees, all the others. Do you know where they
went, Gösta? Well, down to the river, to the point where the mill and
the forge had stood, and there they began to work. They began to drag
away the logs and stones and clear the place. The old men have had a
hard time. Many of them have had sorrow. Now they can no longer bear the
disgrace of having ruined Ekeby. I know too well that you pensioners
are ashamed to work; but now the others have taken that shame on them.
Moreover, Gösta, they mean to send Anna Lisa up to the major’s wife to
bring her home. But you, what are you doing?”
He found still an answer to give her.
“What do you want of me, of a dismissed priest? Cast off by men, hateful
to God?”
“I too have been in the Bro church to-day, Gösta. I have a message to you
from two women. ‘Tell Gösta,’ said Marianne Sinclair, ‘that a woman does
not like to be ashamed of him she has loved.’ ‘Tell Gösta,’ said Anna
Stjärnhök, ‘that all is now well with me. I manage my own estates. I do
not think of love, only of work. At Berga too they have conquered the
first bitterness of their sorrow. But we all grieve for Gösta. We believe
in him and pray for him; but when, when will he be a man?’
“Do you hear? Are you cast off by men?” continued the countess. “Your
misfortune is that you have been met with too much love. Women and men
have loved you. If you only jested and laughed, if you only sang and
played, they have forgiven you everything. Whatever it has pleased you to
do has seemed right to them. And you dare to call yourself an outcast! Or
are you hateful to God? Why did you not stay and see Captain Lennart’s
burial?
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