From Ekeby to Björne it cannot be farther than at most two miles.
Marianne was soon at home, but she thought almost that she had come the
wrong way. When she reached the house all the doors were closed, all the
lights out; she wondered if her parents had not come home.
She went forward and twice knocked loudly on the front door. She seized
the door-handle and shook it till the noise resounded through the whole
house. No one came and opened, but when she let the iron go, which she
had grasped with her bare hands, the fast-frozen skin was torn from them.
Melchior Sinclair had driven home in order to shut his door on his only
child.
He was drunk with much drinking, wild with rage. He hated his daughter,
because she liked Gösta Berling. He had shut the servants into the
kitchen, and his wife in the bedroom. With solemn oaths he told them that
the one who let Marianne in, he would beat to a jelly. And they knew that
he would keep his word.
No one had ever seen him so angry. Such a grief had never come to him
before. Had his daughter come into his presence, he would perhaps have
killed her.
Golden ornaments, silken dresses had he given her, wit and learning had
been instilled in her. She had been his pride, his glory. He had been
as proud of her as if she had worn a crown. Oh, his queen, his goddess,
his honored, beautiful, proud Marianne! Had he ever denied her anything?
Had he not always considered himself too common to be her father? Oh,
Marianne, Marianne!
Ought he not to hate her, when she is in love with Gösta Berling and
kisses him? Should he not cast her out, shut his door against her, when
she will disgrace her greatness by loving such a man? Let her stay at
Ekeby, let her run to the neighbors for shelter, let her sleep in the
snow-drifts; it’s all the same, she has already been dragged in the dirt,
the lovely Marianne. The bloom is gone. The lustre of her life is gone.
He lies there in his bed, and hears how she beats on the door. What does
that matter to him? He is asleep. Outside stands one who will marry a
dismissed priest; he has no home for such a one. If he had loved her
less, if he had been less proud of her, he could have let her come in.
Yes, his blessing he could not refuse them. He had played it away. But to
open the door for her, that he would not do. Ah, Marianne!
The beautiful young woman still stood outside the door of her home. One
minute she shook the lock in powerless rage, the next she fell on her
knees, clasped her mangled hands, and begged for forgiveness.
But no one heard her, no one answered, no one opened to her.
Oh! was it not terrible? I am filled with horror as I tell of it. She
came from a ball whose queen she had been! She had been proud, rich,
happy; and in one minute she was cast into such an endless misery. Shut
out from her home, exposed to the cold,—not scorned, not beaten, not
cursed, but shut out with cold, immovable lovelessness.
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