In a certain way he corresponds to her ideal of manliness. He is honest
and loves the truth. He had never broken his word. She considers him a
true nobleman.
On the 18th of March Bailiff Scharling celebrates his birthday, and many
then drive up Broby Hill. People from the east and the west, known and
unknown, invited and uninvited, come to the bailiff’s on that day. All
are welcome, all find plenty of food and drink, and in the ball-room
there is room for dancers from seven parishes.
The young countess is coming too, as she always does where there is to be
dancing and merry-making.
But she is not happy as she comes. It is as if she has a presentiment
that it is now her turn to be dragged-in in adventure’s wild chase.
On the way she sat and watched the sinking sun. It set in a cloudless sky
and left no gold edges on the light clouds. A pale, gray, twilight, swept
by cold squalls, settled down over the country.
The young countess saw how day and night struggled, and how fear seized
all living things at the mighty contest. The horses quickened their pace
with the last load to come under shelter. The woodcutters hurried home
from the woods, the maids from the farmyard. Wild creatures howled at the
edge of the wood. The day, beloved of man, was conquered.
The light grew dim, the colors faded. She only saw chillness and
ugliness. What she had hoped, what she had loved, what she had done,
seemed to her to be also wrapped in the twilight’s gray light. It was the
hour of weariness, of depression, of impotence for her as for all nature.
She thought that her own heart, which now in its playful gladness clothed
existence with purple and gold, she thought that this heart perhaps
sometime would lose its power to light up her world.
“Oh, impotence, my own heart’s impotence!” she said to herself. “Goddess
of the stifling, gray twilight. You will one day be mistress of my soul.
Then I shall see life ugly and gray, as it perhaps is, then my hair will
grow white, my back be bent, my brain be paralyzed.”
At the same moment the sledge turned in at the bailiff’s gate, and as the
young countess looked up, her eyes fell on a grated window in the wing,
and on a fierce, staring face behind.
That face belonged to the major’s wife at Ekeby, and the young woman knew
that her pleasure for the evening was now spoiled.
One can be glad when one does not see sorrow, only hears it spoken of.
But it is harder to keep a joyous heart when one stands face to face with
black, fierce, staring trouble.
The countess knows of course that Bailiff Scharling had put the major’s
wife in prison, and that she shall be tried for the assault she made on
Ekeby the night of the great ball. But she never thought that she should
be kept in custody there at the bailiff’s house, so near the ball-room
that one could look into her room, so near that she must hear the dance
music and the noise of merry-making. And the thought takes away all her
pleasure.
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