She wished to see him call in the servants to point out the pensioners to
them as men who thereafter never should be admitted within the doors of
Borg. She wished to hear him express his scorn not only of what they had
done to her, but also of their conduct toward the old major’s wife, their
benefactress.
He, who showed her only tenderness and consideration, would rise in just
wrath against her persecutors. Love would give fire to his speech. He,
who guarded and looked after her as a creature of finer stuff than any
other, would not bear that rough men had fallen upon her like birds of
prey upon a sparrow. She glowed with thirst of revenge.
Beerencreutz, however, walked undaunted into the dining-room, and up to
the fire, which was always lighted when the countess came home from a
ball.
Gösta remained in the darkness by the door and silently watched the
countess, while the servant removed her outer wraps. As he sat and looked
at the young woman, he rejoiced as he had not done for many years. He saw
so clearly it was like a revelation, although he did not understand how
he had discovered it, that she had in her one of the most beautiful of
souls.
As yet it lay bound and sleeping; but it would some day show itself. He
rejoiced at having discovered all the purity and gentleness and innocence
which was hidden in her. He was almost ready to laugh at her, because she
looked so angry and stood with flushed cheeks and frowning brows.
“You do not know how gentle and good you are,” he thought.
The side of her being which was turned towards the outside world would
never do her inner personality justice, he thought. But Gösta Berling
from that hour must be her servant, as one must serve everything
beautiful and godlike. Yes, there was nothing to be sorry for that he
had just been so violent with her. If she had not been so afraid, if she
had not thrust him from her so angrily, if he had not felt how her whole
being was shaken by his roughness, he would never have known what a fine
and noble soul dwelt within her.
He had not thought it before. She had only cared for pleasure-seeking and
amusement. And she had married that stupid Count Henrik.
Yes, now he would be her slave till death; dog and slave as Captain Bergh
used to say, and nothing more.
He sat by the door, Gösta Berling, and held with clasped hands a sort
of service. Since the day when he for the first time felt the flame of
inspiration burn in him, he had not known such a holiness in his soul. He
did not move, even when Count Dohna came in with a crowd of people, who
swore and lamented over the pensioners’ mad performance.
He let Beerencreutz receive the storm. With indolent calm, tried by many
adventures, the latter stood by the fireplace. He had put one foot up on
the fender, rested his elbow on his knee, and his chin on his hand, and
looked at the excited company.
“What is the meaning of all this?” roared the little count at him.
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