He put his little wasted arm about her neck, and drew her frightened
face down to his. "Mother, when I go away you will know I am happy--
but Jessie has gone away from her poor old granp and granny, and they
don't know--they think she is very unhappy and badly treated, and--
and, mother, I want you to try and get father to let Jessie go back
to them again, they must be so dreadfully sad about her. I often
think about them--I can't help it--and it makes me feel so sad."
He was silent for a moment. "I wish I could see them," he added
dreamily, "that I could tell them how I love her, and how kind she
has been to me, and--and that she isn't so _very_ unhappy."
Mrs. Lang had stood staring down at him speechless, stricken suddenly
numb and dumb with an awful overwhelming terror.
"Charlie--you--you ain't feeling ill--worse--are you? What's the
matter, dear? Why do you talk so? What do you mean by 'when you go
away'?" Her lips could scarcely form the last words, for she knew as
well as he could tell her. It had come suddenly to her understanding
that he was going a long, long journey--and soon; the last journey,
from which there was no returning.
With a heart-broken cry she fell on her knees by the bed. "You ain't
going, you shan't! Charlie, you shan't go away from me--you must
stay with me till I go too--"
"You will come to me, mother, but I shall go first, and I'll tell God
all about how you have had to work, and how hard it has been for you,
and He will understand--"
"You can't--you mustn't go! Oh, my dear, my dear, don't leave me."
"Oh, mother, I am _so_ tired, and I--I think I want to go, but I want
you to come too. You will, won't you, mother?" and he tried again to
draw her face down to his.
"I will try," she promised faintly, and then burst into a passion of
heart-broken sobs.
A month later, when in the country the hedges were full of primroses
and violets, and pure little daisies, Charlie took the last steps of
his painful journey, and reached the "rest" for which he craved.
It was on a Saturday that his brief journey through this life ended,
and on the Sunday those whom he had loved--his mother, and Jessie,
Miss Patch and Tom Salter--gathered in the little bare, quiet
bedroom, with him in the midst of them once more, but so silent now,
so very quiet and still.
"I am sure he is with us in spirit, the darling," said Miss Patch
softly, as she looked at the worn little face, so peaceful now, and
free from the drawn lines of pain they had worn hitherto; and, while
they all knelt around his bed, she said a few simple prayers, such as
went straight to their sad hearts, and sowed the germs, at least, of
comfort there; and while they still knelt, thinking their own sad
thoughts, her sweet voice broke softly into song.
"Sleep on, beloved, sleep and take thy rest.
Lay down thy head upon thy Saviour's breast,
We love thee well, but Jesus loves thee best--
Good-night!"
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