“A good part--that'll do; thought you didn't mean the whole. Don't fret
so, lad; you'll have Roger trampin' me down, next thing. Martha and
me talk o' walkin' over to Polly Withers's. She promised Martha a
pa'tridge-breasted aloe, and they say you've got to plant it in pewter
sand, and only water it once't a month, and how it can grow I can't see;
but never mind, all the same--s'pose we say Friday afternoon about three
o'clock, goin' through the big woods between the Square and
Witherses, and you might have a gun, for the squirls is plenty, and so
accidental-like, if anybody should come along”--
“That's it, Betsy!” Gilbert cried, his face flashing, “thank you, a
thousand times!”
“A thousand times,” she repeated. “Once't is enough.”
Gilbert rode homewards, after a pleasant call at Fairthorn's, in a very
joyous mood. Not daring to converse with his mother on the one subject
which filled his heart, he showed her the calculations which positively
assured his independence in a short time. She was never weary of going
over the figures, and although her sad, cautious nature always led her
to anticipate disappointments, there was now so much already in hand
that she was forced to share her son's sanguine views. Gilbert could not
help noticing that this idea of independence, for which she had labored
so strenuously, seemed to be regarded, in her mind, as the first step
towards her mysterious and long-delayed justification; she was so
impatient for its accomplishment, her sad brow lightened so, her breath
came so much freer as she admitted that his calculations were correct!
Nevertheless, as he frequently referred to the matter on the following
days, she at last said,--
“Please, Gilbert, don't always talk so certainly of what isn't over
and settled! It makes me fearsome, so to take Providence for granted
beforehand. I don't think the Lord likes it, for I've often noticed that
it brings disappointment; and I'd rather be humble and submissive in
heart, the better to deserve our good fortune when it comes.”
“You may be right, mother,” he answered; “but it's pleasant to me to see
you looking a little more hopeful.”
“Ay, lad, I'd never look otherwise, for your sake, if I could.” And
nothing more was said.
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