“Yes, father, I would. Lest thee should not have understood me right,
I repeat that I would, and will, lift the mortgage on Gilbert Potter's
farm. He has been very unfortunate, and there is a call for help which
nobody heeds as he deserves. If I give it now, I simply give a part in
advance. The whole will be given afterwards.”
Dr. Deane's face grew white, and his lip trembled, in spite of himself.
It was a minute or two before he ventured to say, in a tolerably steady
voice,--
“Thee still sets up thy right (as thee calls it) against mine, but mine
is older built and will stand. To help thee to this money would only be
to encourage thy wicked fancy for the man. Of course, I can't do it; I
wonder thee should expect it of me. I wonder, indeed, thee should think
of taking as a husband one who borrows money of thee almost as soon as
he has spoken his mind!”
For an instant Martha Deane's eyes flashed. “Father!” she cried, “it is
not so! Gilbert doesn't even know my desire to help him. I must ask this
of thee, to speak no evil of him in my hearing. It would only give me
unnecessary pain, not shake my faith in his honesty and goodness. I
see thee will not assist me, and so I must endeavor to find whether the
thing cannot be done without thy assistance. In three years more the
legacy will be mine, I shall go to Chester, and consult a lawyer,
whether my own note for that time could not be accepted!”
“I can spare thee the trouble,” the Doctor said. “In case of thy death
before the three years are out, who is to pay the note? Half the money
falls to me, and half to thy uncle Richard. Thy aunt Martha was wise. It
truly seems as if she had foreseen just what has happened, and meant to
baulk thy present rashness. Thee may go to Chester, and welcome, if thee
doubts my word; but unless thee can give positive assurance that thee
will be alive in three years' time, I don't know of any one foolish
enough to advance thee money.”
The Doctor's words were cruel enough; he might have spared his
triumphant, mocking smile. Martha's heart sank within her, as she
recognized her utter helplessness. Not yet, however, would she give
up the sweet hope of bringing aid; for Gilbert's sake she would make
another appeal.
“I won't charge thee, father, with being intentionally unkind. It would
almost seem, from thy words, that thee is rather glad than otherwise,
because my life is uncertain. If I _should_ die, would thee not care
enough for my memory to pay a debt, the incurring of which brought me
peace and happiness during life? _Then_, surely, thee would forgive;
thy heart is not so hard as thee would have me believe; thee wishes me
happiness, I cannot doubt, but thinks it will come in _thy_ way, not
in mine. Is it not possible to grant me this--only this--and leave
everything else to time?”
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