Louie's mind was in a whirl. At her request, Kitty had turned out the
gas before leaving, and only a nightlight glimmered on the little
invalid's table. She gazed at it. So she too had been haled into the
drama!
On the young fancy stationer she wasted never a thought, either of
indignation or of anything else; but Kitty--Evie Soames--Mr.
Jeffries--Roy--herself!--What a nightmare--what a pantomime! What an
incredible genius this Mr. Jeffries seemed to have for getting himself
into complications and dragging other people after him! It might well
have puzzled anybody--anybody who had not the key of the puzzle--to
know which among them all he really had honoured with his choice! Only
Miss Levey seemed to be immune. Surely, for the sake of completeness,
he could have found a way of dragging her in too!
Louie had to hold her key exceedingly firmly in order to retain even
that lunatic theory that seemed to be the truth.
By dint of holding fast, however, the theory still stood the strain.
Evie Soames and Mr. Jeffries were still the central figures of the
piece. Kitty was still the stalking-horse behind which, for whatever
reasons, he machinated. She herself was still merely dragged in at the
whim of a vicious little scoundrel over whose tongue whisky and
calumnies ran indifferently, and this little beast was still engaged,
or all but engaged, to Evie Soames. Yes, the triangle re-established
itself. Kitty and herself were no more than imported complications.
The big man and the red-waistcoated youth were still the protagonists,
and they faced one another over the stupid little head of Evie Soames.
And yet Louie, lying with her boy at her breast and blinking at the
nightlight, refused to class herself with the superfluous Kitty. She
did not see herself in a "walking on" part. Though she made her entry
late, something told her that she would have a word to say--or else it
was a botched and mangled piece indeed. Of life itself as a botched
and mangled piece she had no conception; though she kept her thoughts
of Him locked within her own breast, it was still the bed of them that
there _was_ an Artist over all. But for a false start she would have
been on the stage now, and she would have given a voice to that
pitiful part of poor Kitty's. Say she had not left that Holborn School
when she did--she remembered that breaking-up dance--had one more
opportunity like that been given to her----
Then in the darkness she coloured violently. She had realised her own
thoughts. This was as much as to say that she would have accepted
Kitty's rôle--would have consented to be an understudy--would, like
other understudies, have ousted the principal in time--would have
topped the bill with a man the latest of whose mysterious activities
was that he had been a commissionaire----
She loved, or was on the point of loving, Mr. Jeffries----
"Nonsense!" she ridiculed herself.
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